50 shades of gray - ghoulshorizon lyrics
[verse 1]
i haven’t been able to record in two weeks
what am i doing?
i been locked in my room
my family thinks i’m a freak, why am i even here?
my friends text me, but i’ll just stay inside
i am wasting my f*cking time
so what’s the point of living?
when i don’t feel alive
what do i do?
what do i do?
what do i do to pursue?
what do i do to get through to you?
like bro, it’s the end of june
getting high all day
layin’ up in my bed watching suits all day
choking this b*tch, god, i’m a little crazy
but she likes it, feels like i’m in fifty shades of grey
i know i’m crazy, maybe i can be your christian grey
[refrain]
wait, wake
wait, wake
hold me before it’s too late
take my hand, put me together
so i can feel real again
[chorus]
i toss and turn in this bed
i drink this bottle again
to get the thought of you out my head
i know it’ll help
but i don’t wanna take my meds
so i’ll sit here
and drown in my f*cking regret
i’ll toss and turn in this bed
i drink this bottle again
to get the thought of you out my head
i know it’ll help
i don’t wanna take my meds
[verse 2]
f*ck it, you can take those shots
i hope you can handle it
like i can down a whole handle
just to myself, i’m an animal
every day i waste not recording
i feel like i’m wasting my time
this sh*t makes me feel more alive
but i battle the thoughts that it’s a waste of time
everyone told me to quit
but i believe i’m the only one keeping this dream alive
i show love to everyone and i can’t even get a repost or like
i know i’ll keep doing it so i’m going to bed
goodnight
[refrain]
wait, don’t go
lay in my arms
this is your home
like, hi, wait, h*llo
i love you
[chorus]
i toss and turn in this bed
i drink this bottle again
to get the thought of you out my head
i know it’ll help
but i don’t wanna take my meds
so i’ll sit here
and drown in my regret
i’m just a f*cking loser with this target on my chest
i’m so tired, i’m just gonna go to bed
i toss and turn in this bed
i drink this bottle again
to get the thought of you out my head
i know it’ll help
but i don’t wanna take my meds
so i’ll sit here
and drown in my regret
i’m just a f*cking loser with this target on my chest
i’m tired, i’m just gonna go to bed
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