reflection, part ii: survivor - g-up lyrics
bridge (mackenzie mac)
i don’t like fights, i don’t like war, but i’m survivor
i miss my dawgs, i miss my home, but i’m far away
i just want to come back, to those days
when i was just a girl, yeah, i was a girl, oh
those days, those dreams
i just want to comeback, to comeback, to comeback
hook (mackenzie mac)
ooh, i don’t need to know
i just want things to get better
no, i don’t need to know
ooh, i don’t need to know
i just want things to get better
no, i don’t need to know
verse 1 (g-up)
yeah, cause i’m cutting back
with these pills, my feelings, push em back
burned my bridges, ain’t no buildin back
i’m laying comatose in a cauldasack
wish you called me back, huh
you never called me back
so i popped another and just laid back, i shoulda stayed back
it’s like every f-cking time i start vibin with a friend
they lookin at my feelings and they put em on a bench
they always wanna party and they never wanna rest
they claim they ain’t the rest but they are the rest
i almost k!lled myself
i’m tryna build myself
but these f-cking hoes, always make it hard, man, they take my feelings and put em on the shelf
but i never wanna talk about it, never wanna hear it
you heard it all before, go back and read the lyrics
they lookin at my rhymes and they tell me theres no spirit
i was reflecting for a second, i was hoping i could smear it
i put my all inside and i coulda died, i know i lied, put the past aside
these feelings ain’t dramatized, i’m feelin weak, i’m dead inside
i think about it, like every night, i always caved and i never fight
until i fought, i capsized, that’s a big size, my thoughts died
yeah my thoughts died
then she died
and i swear to god, i was almost fried
and i’m thankful that i’m still alive
bridge (mackenzie mac)
i don’t like fights, i don’t like war, but i’m survivor
i miss my dawgs, i miss my home, but i’m far away
i just want to come back, to those days
when i was just a girl, yeah, i was a girl, oh
those days, those dreams
i just want to comeback, to comeback, to comeback
hook (mackenzie mac)
ooh, i don’t need to know
i just want things to get better
no, i don’t need to know
ooh, i don’t need to know
i just want things to get better
no, i don’t need to know
pre-verse (g-up)
i’m managing, put the time in, put the work in
feelin worthless, but none the less, it’s off my chest
and i’m feeling good, cause i’m writing songs
and i hit a slump, but i’m back again, man i’ll never turn my f-ckin back again
i’m in the lab with friends, wishin mac was in
always adding up, never subtracting it
put my back in it, till it slides it in, can’t keep a job, but i’m keeping this
i been hit with anxiety, and i always think that you lie to me
but its not your fault and i see it now, the first step is acknowledgement
came to the lab even snowed in
verse 2 (g-up)
i’m stuck with the wounds that i’ve got from it
when i go to h-ll, thank god for me
i was sinkin all my goals like a soccer team
then i lost my grip, what’s wrong with me?
i relapsed, slightly, but i relapsed
get a recap, f-ck man, can i go back?
i’d change it all and i’d stay back
but i can’t and it hurts, but i can learn that
it happened in a flash like a camera, snap
once it’s done, man you can’t go back
so be careful what you do before it all goes cr-p
no more gangs, no more ‘splaining
i f-cked it all up and i gotta spend the day in
f-ck man, i gotta spend the day in
i was lookin in the mirror but there was never no reflection
bridge (mackenzie mac)
i don’t like fights, i don’t like war, but i’m survivor
i miss my dawgs, i miss my home, but i’m far away
i just want to come back, to those days
when i was just a girl, yeah, i was a girl, oh
those days, those dreams
i just want to comeback, to comeback, to comeback
hook (mackenzie mac)
ooh, i don’t need to know
i just want things to get better
no, i don’t need to know
ooh, i don’t need to know
i just want things to get better
no, i don’t need to know
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