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ego death - fumar lyrics

[intro]
the ego and id intertwined
imperfect harmony
universally defined
by the mind inside
who am i?

[verse]
who am i?
a motherf-cker that was born to die
two minds collide and intertwine
it must be my
psyche divided i’m tending to depend on mine
from outside
i think i’m maybe seeming way out of line
so the id is on a mission
division within the system
like my ego locked up in a f-cking prison
ego in remission inside
but i don’t really wanna die
but i feel that i’m defied
to find a purpose in my eyes
why i gotta proclivity to negativity?
it’s written up in my dna
it’s in my history
i been an adolescent f-cking with manic depression
got hexed in a vex
forever living in repression
heaven sent was the medicine
steadily tokin’ the herb
i relax in a lie
it’s readily calming my nerves
in a word i’m disturbed
mental state approaching absurd
try to be even but the balance getting perturbed
deserved? well maybe it is
i live inside a fallacy
honestly it’s a part of my illogical dichotomy
partially up and down it goes
my frame outta control
wander in confusion never know where it’ll go
took a moment to behold that the ego is under tow
by the demons within my soul
and they screaming fit in the mold
i don’t know anymore
i don’t know what to think
too much sh-t on my mind
on the verge of the brink
taken over inside
by the darkness behind
the things i cannot decide
wishing i could rewind
complacency and vacancy from id
i never really wanted
wanted to fly
wanted to die
wanted to become departed
and it started when i noticed that i look at myself different
then they all do when they see me what i see is insufficient
the initial response was suicide
but instead i survive
nevertheless
instead of death
i let my ego decline

[chorus]
ego death
ego death
ego death
ego death

[bridge]
i don’t really know why they see you the way they do
i don’t really know why you can’t see the same way too
ego blamed in my eyes
the mirror provide the view
ego laying supine
the id is running askew

i don’t really know why they see you the way they do
i don’t really know why you can’t see the same way too
ego drained in decline
i wanted to start anew
id has taken over
the ego cannot renew

i don’t really know why they see you the way they do
i don’t really know why you can’t see the same way too
ego blamed in my eyes
the mirror provide the view
ego laying supine
the id is running askew

i don’t really know why they see you the way they do
i don’t really know why you can’t see the same way too
i don’t really know why they see you the way they do
maybe you been lying
or maybe they all be lying to you

maybe they been lying to you
or maybe you’ve just been lying to yourself

[outro]
the ego dead
relying on the id instead
instead of conscious decision
it treads within noxious imprecision
division within the system
systemic to the sickness of the whole
whole being shattered and scattered
instinctual reactions take control
control over the soul
because it has no where else to go
allow the pain inside to hide
until excised to become exposed
once exposed, too painful to show
the ego continues to go
further below

- fumar lyrics

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