7am in boynton - flucee lyrics
[verse 1]
let me tell you how i fell in love with this rap sh*t
i was f*cked up since a baby since my parents were some addicts (what?)
part of me wishes it was alcohol, yeah, like ben affleck
but nope, it was pills, and all that brought to me was some madness
i think back to my younger days like they was the f*cking classics (yea)
life was so f*cking picture perfect, wish that wasn’t in a past tense (what?)
unaware of ugly truths, the world seemed so f*cking fantastic
unfortunately, reality wasn’t actually matching (yea)
lost my nana long ago, sh*t it had almost made me bat sh*t
still tryna heal, it was thе worst, still wish it had never happenеd
that sh*t had me feelin’ flattened, but i just gotta move on
the world keeps on turning, tomorrow’s a new day, a new dawn (yeah)
i keep going, tryna find my way, but the tears kept flowing
and the liquor stay pouring, and the blunt stay blowing
smoking so much weed, brain rotting cause i ain’t holy
talking to n0body cause everybody f*cking changed on me (what?)
[verse 2]
now i wake up everyday at 7 am in the morning
to start a new day of the grind while staying yawning
but i never saw myself as a guy that was p*wning
all of his time to a job that don’t even really want him (d*mn)
the manager b*tching, ho is constantly causing problems
like a dog with no bite, he blames you for all the drama (what?)
ironically a trump follower, he racist, i mean no comment
vendettas are written on him, it’s making me wanna clock him (f*ck you)
yet i keep punching the clock and the money goes in my pocket (yeah)
pay the bills to boost my pride up, something my father had missed out on
before he got hit by a car, he was a guy that hit the bottom (d*mn)
never saw his babies blossom, rarely ever checked up on them
last time i had ever saw him, he’d hit my grandpa hard and then
he had the cops called on him, had no pants on, had no drawers on (ha ha)
he was drugged up like a zombie, acting so much outta pocket
so the cops had took him down, next thing i knew and he was gone
and after that i never saw him, cause then the drugs had taken over (what?)
he had suicidal thoughts cause he had lost me like a soldier (yea)
that’s how i know he jumped in front of the car that ran him over (d*mn)
and this is something that has been weighing up on my shoulders (yea)
looking back now that i’m older, it’s nothing i had control of
my heart has just gotten colder, with all of these joints i’m rolling
emotion is bottled slowly, i’m rarely ever at home cause i fear ending up as lonely
and school hasn’t been an option cause school is actually phony (f*ck it)
i got a story to tell, i’d rather live like a normie
or just get famous as h*ll, retire my momma young
no more overworking herself, cause lord knows that woman died
she took a f*cking trip to h*ll (yeah)
my baby sister suffered the brunt of it, a witness to the spell
addiction casts a shadow, even on the family who mean well
now my past just motivates me to be the best until i’m k!lled
and protect whoever’s left up in my circle, better seriously know i will
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