a song about me - finn lune lyrics
[intro]
ooh, ooh
ooh, ooh
[verse 1]
my mind led me
and it made me say a whole lot of bad things, baby
my heart’s heavy
i let jealousy get out and start fights daily
i’ve been ashamed lately
i put ego into songs and i call it confidence
but i can’t lie and say i’m proud while asserting dominance
i don’t wanna write records just to leave ’em posthumous
i guess my past self would be proud i was so self conscious, huh
[verse 2]
i’m so proud of my friends, and i’m so proud of my girl
and i’m so proud of my mom, that woman is my whole world
and i wish i could go back, prevent myself from writing songs
where i cry in disrespect because a few things went wrong
it’s еveryone’s first time on earth, i need to undеrstand it
i’m ashamed when i get mad
but my hand just doesn’t slam it
i feel like i constantly need to prove i changed
even though n0body’s watching and everyone’s away
i wish i hugged my dad more before he passed
now i feel i’m not hugging my mom enough
will it be last?
it’s no divorce, parents’ cases, no getting ’em back
i left a drawing on his casket and tried looking through the cracks
godd*mn, i’m so f*cked up and burns out, and so much sh*t is wrong
and i’m too scared for a therapist
i pour it into songs
and i turn into a child when somebody’s mad at me
because i just go quiet and cry into my sheets
i feel like i’m losing touch with everyone in my life
i don’t wanna lose my friends and my mom and my wife
everything is sh*t
time and time apologize, just to do it all again
what the f*ck are these lies?
what the f*ck is my life?
looking at the things i own that make me feel alive
looking at accomplishments and pictures all the time
i don’t wanna be around but i never wanna die
[verse 3]
i turned three years sober into three minutes high
and i can’t open up, i just tell ’em i’ll be fine
i lost all sense of self, always asking who am i
am i a person with a purpose? a girl or a guy?
i’ve been too worried ’bout tryin’ to put the f*ckin’ razor down
so i don’t give a f*ck ’bout no hate comments that i’m seeing now
i’ve been way too focused on all of my f*cking problems
that i disconnect myself from all the places that i saw them
i’m the villain in so many stories
everyone in town has got a chapter designated for me
i hate being recognized
my heart sinks to the ground when someone calls my name
looking in the mirror and trying to rip the skin right off my face
[outro]
things do get better and i’ve had better days before
and i don’t want my friends and family to come knocking at my door
all because i dug my problems inside of a f*cking song
i promise you i’m okay and there’s no longer nothing wrong
[spoken]
seriously i just, i just wanted to write another song about me
just another song about me
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