square one - feziboy lyrics
[part i]
[verse 1]
i’d die to know just why the thing you desire the most
only knows to send you smoke, ricocheting you back to square one
desires know to grow while i still lie to my own pain
that never shows because the only way to cope’s to stay numb
the best impression i can ever make depends on
whether i’m awake just enough to say i’m sane an i’ll stay calm
the rest of the work is testing my worth but there are
never enough words to explain whether i’m depressed or just crave fun
and i’m a brave one to be away from my own cave
i’m trying to stay calm!
but i keep lying on my back, looking truthful
i’m drowning in this deep sweat patch and it’s not looking suitable
but somehow, the glow still looks so f-cking beautiful
i got myself in this mess and
i cannot confess because i’m guilty to impress
this test is getting me at my best and i beg for less
i guess i’m blessed with distress to express
to the rest
[part ii]
[verse 2]
i feel a lot of this but i’m fine with this
concealing is a crime and i don’t know what time it is
tell me how to make a line that fricking rhymes with this
and please treat me like a liar like i’m liking this
i’m releasing this fire like it’s nitrogen
there’s peace in the box but the oven is
about to blow its own sealed door again
feel the fricking roar go while it’s pouring in
blazing, it glows before it spreads
lazy wars are known to flaw its meds
next thing you know your own soldier’s dead
it’s about as smart as eating mouldy bread!
[part iii]
[verse 3]
switching up the beat, just ignore the twitch
i live and still barely breathe, and it’s getting boring here
i feel like a leaf i’ve found a street to lie on the tree
until i decease a year after feeling like i’m different
to the other greens that suddenly appear, and
birds and bees are despising me, i’m revising, please, just leave him be
and let’s just face it
i realise i’m no longer wanted upon this tree up here, and
flip the gear, i try to steer, while i’ve lost my brakes
and plus i fear i’m
getting near but i don’t see what it takes to just clear this guilty tear
help me reason with myself, let’s keep our secrets stealth
i’m repeatedly treated like i’m not meant to be myself
what about my growth painful journey of my terrible mental health?
maybe some propane will energise me to get me ahead
and my f-cking wealth never seemed to bother me
until i find something i really need it for
feeding wars peace feels impossible
so we carry on to keep on seeing more
a friendly stranger always said to me
to have a good day when he doesn’t get to see
all this desperacy i’m blessed with, and it continues to be testing me
[part iv]
[verse 4]
how’d even get so cold in here?
let me turn the heating up a little more and then
we can stay a little warmer but you’re in here
i think it’s getting colder because
you’re a tourist that likes the f-cking stories of my boring pic
you’re a f-cking liar, tell me why are you still you hatin’?
ignite my d-mn fire but you had me fake him!
a piece of cake, drink a juice, and now it’s getting physical
i want to get it through to you i’m getting lyrical
way too tired unless i rested, so i lied again
fezi died again and now he’s suddenly back alive ‘n’ dead
make less noise i’m not reviving him
you’re the reason he wants to be pleasin’ the algorithm
you guessed wrong if think you know
but ignore me if you really don’t want to listen
is square one the place you want to be? no
you might as well leave me and i’ll keep on p-ssing, you depend on your wishes
while i’m still standing on my feet, trying to be me
while you copy your friends and pretend to make scenes
i pretend to descend when i’m really getting leaked
your fans think they k!lled me, i could see right through his screams clearly
i murdered beats, he completely deceased
he’s dead now, b-tch; there’s nothing you can do about it
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