everything - feziboy lyrics
[intro]
i see you on the bench again
but i leave you coz i’m scared o’ this
it’s for reasons i can never explain
but, to me, you were everything
[verse 1]
i let you be friends with me
but then, you see, i fell for you
i never seemed to tell the truth
and, eventually, i held my boots in the air
to free myself from you
but then i seemed to shelter the same very feelings i held for you
they were buried deep in the h*llish roots!
i swear you’d be the therapy to set me free
and tear me through the enemies
who said i couldn’t ever be a better dude
whenever you would enter the room
the enemies were barely brutal
every beating would get me feeling blessed
like jesus entered you
’cause i’m not even religious
but it feels as if the spirits lift us
and it elevates the heat in the room
which is too much for me but it’s you i feel in the room
and you just carry on treating me to a friendship
but i need to lose the barrier that’s been keeping us too far
it sucks like a freakin’ hoover
and it hurts but, see, i’m a newer person
with dreams that shoot far
i am seeing if i can process it
call me a computer
behind a screen, i write and read, ryna find some peace
and i believe it’s quite indeed where you are
[chorus]
i see you on the bench again
but i leave you coz i’m scared o’ this
for reasons i can never explain
to me, you were everything
i’m in need of a better day
i can’t seem to forget you, and
it’s for reasons i can never explain
but, to me, you were everything
[verse 2]
i’d laugh whenever you’d laugh
and said a joke, even if it wasn’t funny
there was nothing better
i was sweating so much
’cause when ya start to enter
i hardly ever would last a second
i love it when ya try to remember me
when i’m a bit under the weather
but i don’t know whether i should tell a lie
heh! but, i’d lie forever on my back with you
if the plane will crash, i’ll go out with you
wheni barely have the altitude
i panic, lose my mind
and i try to handle it but my handle’s loose (hehe)
i haven’t got grip but i have the news
i want to hang with you
i look up high when on a low
i’m pondering whether god exists
lookin’ for why he promises all these wives and all these hoes
am i gonna fly? what if i miss?
what if i die and fall instead?
but my body is mine, it’s all it is
i’m not gonna fly to an origin
and that’s depressing, man
so fez is never gonna have my blessing
i’m on a desk and i’ve got a rope
on the floor, i left a folded note:
“i love you, fez, but i must end this suffering, it’s not a joke”
and on the end, all it says is”sorry, fez, i’ve gotta go”
[chorus]
i see you on the bench again
but i leave you coz i’m scared o’ this
for reasons i can never explain
to me, you were everything
i’m in need of a better day
i can’t seem to forget you, and
it’s for reasons i can never explain
but, to me, you were everything
[verse 3]
i thought about you lots, you know
but it was awkward
so if i could talk to you now, i’d want to know!
if you wanted help
i promise i woulda fought the town to call you, bro!
and i lost myself when i saw the note!
i’ve been jotting down for longer hours
sorry, i was on the go!
i said i’d talk to ya later
i shoulda left my chorus to wait
but my pen had torn the paper
’cause, then, i saw you in the paper
when you left the conversation, i was meant to call you later
after pretending you’re okay, ya were dead in the morning
i hate the fact that there’s not turning back
i’m hurting and slowly lacking purpose
coz now i’ve hurt you without the urge to
does it count as murder?
i didn’t realise if i spit the fire that it’d burn ya
i really miss the times i didn’t try to stack my earnings!
i mean, how far did you want to carry this love abuse?
now i can’t be *rs*d to do a f*cking speech ’bout that half of you
but i’d rather this than pass it to a person
ya haven’t loved to the other end of the f*cking universe and back
i love you, too!
i see you on the bench again
but i’m beating my head with this
love needs to be ready when it just bleeds out everything
plus, it feeds off every bit of f*cking dream that i get
even if it’s upbeat, it can tear my strings
and this heart beats with every rhythm
i wanted to flea
you were on my head and causing a scene
because of me, i lost a friend
you can chop my head like you’re the queen
i stole the dreams of a friend
i’m a condescending robin leech
i’m a awful guest that probably wasn’t ever gonna leave
i’m tired of wanting you back
and your intent was nothing mean
but like an army camping
my intent was to cover me
i wish i could get over life
but i’m just buried under the sea
a bit like the coronavirus
it’s getting harder to breathe!
you took your life which means i can’t choose to take ya
you’re just a dying tree and i’m hugging you for ages
i’m looking like a beach
but, not the sun, i’m the drooping rain
and i’ll f*cking shoot your brain if you say i’m hallucinating!
[chorus]
i see you on the bench again
but i leave you coz i’m scared o’ this
for reasons i can never explain
to me, you were everything
i’m in need of a better day
i can’t seem to forget you, and
it’s for reasons i can never explain
but, to me, you were everything
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