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lie - faryad lyrics

i’ll look like a sucker but f*ck it
let’s do this
i still don’t know why you did it
but it was a life lesson
so i guess life really is a b*tch

[verse 1]
every body’s trynna make me hate myself
since i knew myself, reflecting themselves, maybe
didn’t know i could do anything, felt useless
until i found the pen and paper, felt cool then
years went by, i was up and down
mentally unstable, sometimes happy thoughts, sometimes suicide
bad memories’ comin’ but couldn’t let thеm go
so the pen wanted to burst and i lеt it flood
then i saw you, felt like i should have her
but i’m a p*ssy ass shy boy, couldn’t tell you so
but i gathered all my courage, couldn’t let this blow
i let you know and you said no, and the next day yes
i couldn’t handle it, am i really likable?
maybe i am, maybe i’m not a piece of sh*t after all
kinda started feelin’ myself, but it was strange
somethin’ different was happening but i couldn’t feel the change
i had doubts that i shared, but you made me sure
you thought you’re doin’ enough but i wanted more
i was fallin’ more every day and you let me go
i wish you stopped me, but you had a different goal
how you could act like this, it was kinda impressive
it looked so real, sometimes i reminisce it
i thought i’m doin’ something wrong, i was feelin’ pressure
i dreadfully asked do you love me? and you said yes, but
[chorus]
it was all a lie, it was all a lie, it was all a lie
it was all a lie, it was all a lie, it was all a lie
it was all a lie, it was all a lie, it was all a lie
it was all a lie, it was all a lie, it was all a lie

[verse 2]
i was patient, but felt like something’s off
the patience ran out and i asked you what the f*ck is wrong
you told me it was all a lie, it was all a show
to see how much you can hurt me, and you can hurt me more
i went down the dark hole again, worse than before
i went hard in rhymin’ and flow
maybe if you knew what i been through
you wouldn’t do what you did, but f*ck it and f*ck you, uh
you turn love into hate, that’s what you do
i turn all my negatives to positives in the booth
you think you fooled me but you the one lookin’ like a fool
my conscience is clear, i have nothin’ to prove
maybe i am the normal person after all here
you just cemented in my brain all my constant fears
fear of not being deserving of any good thing
i gotta start over the confidence i was building
but it’s no problem, ‘cause it ain’t tied to a b*tch
this time i build brick by brick, step by step
i should walk the walk again, there’s no easy tricks
i should talk the talk again, until it exists
haters deal with self*hate, i just needed proof
i kinda forgive you ‘cause you were feeling hopeless too
i came out a better person but not sure about you
like everybody else you wanted me to feel worthless too
but it’s a lie, it’s a lie, it’s a lie
‘cause i’m a king b*tch

- faryad lyrics

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