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letters from chicago (on my way remix) - fanaticus lyrics

[verse 1: fanaticus]
i just been driving, finding meaning
finding reasons to believe and
i been breathing, i been dreaming
pleading, reading into seasons
tryna find a sanctuary rarely wrong i’m always ready
i’m steady ridin dissecting these stories so are you ready?
you hearing what i am telling you? best believe that i spit the truth
knowledge is power need some proof?
martin luther and malcolm too and this ain’t new
i know we grew up different but our lives we drew
so watch me as i spit my entire life up inside this booth!!
…i’m young enough to be heartbroken…
but old enough to be outspoken
and old enough to see evil
i’m not of ordinary people
but legend says we’re all equal
but i believe that hate is lethal
we create our own stories cuz we’re all artists we’re holding
the key to a great allegory
i’m asking god what’s in store for me?
i’m out here asking god what’s in store for me?
i’m wondering what i’m supposed to be?
hol’ up we could be greater
than kendrick eminem and drake and i know we all make mistakes
but those f-ck ups will make us great
it’ll pave the road to our greatness
this world is cold and abrasive
this broken world i’ma change it, i won’t be the only one to say it
n-gga we made it

[verse 2: fanaticus]
so what you fienin for? i need this money so i can be living glorious
(but it became too much) i couldn’t deal i turned to drugs
and if she settin’ out you best believe i’m asking what she bout
i know that i don’t need it but i’m eatin (and she making sounds!)
double entends couldn’t even mask what i’ve become
cold world around me frostbite and now i’m feelin numb
and i don’t care i got that silverware i’m really eatin’ doe
(i’m eatin doe!) and i ain’t even got a chance to think alone
i let this all define me now i’m writing what’s all in my dome
i made amends with all my friends this pistol’s telling me come on
thinking to myself with all this sh-t what am i living for?
became a slave to what i crave this luxury has got me sold
got me wondering when’d i get so cold..
got me wondering why i’m out here all alone

[verse 3: fanaticus]
vicodin in my system i’m high as f-ck now i’m p-ssing
away my future i’m missing while n-ggas is sneaking dissing
so listen nicole had told me
you f-ckin up and they phony
you need to sober up hurry and shake the game up mcflurry
now i’m worried that they don’t give a f-ck
they laughin while they smokin blunts
my ex is f-ckin other clucks
while tellin me i’m f-ckin up
my friends is sayin that she f-ckin up
she hittin blunts i’m sittin here
on percosets that ain’t enough
i’m all alone i need a blunt
i’m out here wondering what have i become
i’m out here wondering why can’t i run
and now i’m struggling i’m drowning in this ocean
it’s deep as f-ck i can’t erupt
i’m out here wondering what’s gonna hold me up?

in the ways of our lives jhene had left us some lines
sometimes you gotta lose ya mind just to find your peace of mind
know that all we got is time there ain’t no time to rewind

[verse 4: fanaticus]
and now i’m sittin’ in chicago alone
constantly checking my phone
all my homies is on they own
and i miss em all
i kicked the habit for myself and all my homies
my lil brother wade told me
i don’t need the sh-t it’s not me
and jamil had told me pray on it
my prayers wasn’t answered quick
but he was there my mom was there
and brandon told me not to dare
i lost myself to this affair and now i’m better seeing clear
i’m thankful for them being there
while god had told me not to fear
i brought myself out in the summer air
praising him for everything his glory did for me
i’m blessed beyond this measure see
my friends became my family
and now i finally became free
i finally became free
depression and anxiety had covered this side of me
i’m glad to see that there’s people who love me for me and they believe in me
thank you

- fanaticus lyrics

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