recovery - factual lyrics
[intro]
you tore me apart and i crave your remorse
i finished the chapter but you beg for more
i’m lost and i’m bleeding done doing your chores
i find myself hurting and hating me more
i’m broken, i’m shattered and fading to pieces
driven to madness from you and your deceivin’
[verse]
yeah, i know i’ve said this a lot
but lately i have felt so lost
tried to find myself but that’s a line i won’t cross
one day i thought, what if this is all white chalk
cause the body they found is mine
don’t know how wonder why
all this time, i’ve been trapped in the rhyme
maybe i’m just wasting time, cause in my mind i’m alright
but i’m not fine
i’m struggling i’m stumbling, i’m coming up empty
i’m running on fumes tryin’ to be what i can’t be
i’ve been so busy hating that i haven’t been venting
all the stories i’ve told are startin’ to repeat
truth is a treaty and i’m signing my entry
yeah i’m signing my name and givin’ up my feats
and if i can’t see then i’m blind to defeat
life is a gift i’m givin’ up my receipt
[chorus]
i’m givin’ up now, i’m fallin’ down
i can’t stand up now, i hate myself
the air is rough and, i cannot breathe
i can’t change my ways
i need recovery
i’m givin’ up now, i’m fallin’ down
i can’t stand up now, i hate myself
the air is rough and, i cannot breathe
i can’t change my ways
i need recovery
[verse]
i was walking blind through the forest
mind was so charred, left a broken fortress
buried in the rubble, you can call me humble
but the truth is i’m dealing with depression, and looking at nooses
if i can get my head loose, i won’t lose
i just work hard and do what i’m supposed to
everyday i felt so lost, i couldn’t change myself
i played all my cards, but i hate myself
can’t face myself, try to start new but i want to erase myself
spending all my time tryna be someone else
i lost the game the second that my hands got dealt
i tried but couldn’t find myself through the pain
i know, i gave up and i feel so ashamed
i need help, i need to be saved
i need to get back on my feet, and i need to change but
[chorus]
i’m givin’ up now, i’m fallin’ down
i can’t stand up now, i hate myself
the air is rough and, i cannot breathe
i can’t change my ways
i need recovery
i’m givin’ up now, i’m fallin’ down
i can’t stand up now, i hate myself
the air is rough and, i cannot breathe
i can’t change my ways
i need recovery
[verse]
i felt so lost now i’m falling down
if it will not stop i’ll abandon this town
i can’t even look in the mirror, i can’t trust myself
i can see it clearly, it is time to say farewell
truth is a nuisance to you but, i don’t wanna be the new kid
in a race with death i’m losin’, if i do not make it doin’ music
then i give up, i quit i’m done, time to say goodbye it was fun
let’s all jump, but never run, guess my time has come
[chorus]
i’m givin’ up now, i’m fallin’ down
i can’t stand up now, i hate myself
the air is rough and, i cannot breathe
i can’t change my ways
i need recovery
i’m givin’ up now, i’m fallin’ down
i can’t stand up now, i hate myself
the air is rough and, i cannot breathe
i can’t change my ways
i need recovery
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