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normal love - eyn lyrics

i walk down the hallways
disconnection and isolation
et cetera, et cetera
you know how it is
what there really is
is manipulation, the mind of teenagers
run amok
that’s how it works around here
unchanging
don’t trust a thing they tell you
popular one second
trash the next
i’m apart of the plan
i didn’t see that i was
they attached strings to me for fun
i didn’t see through the lens
thus i was broken

unchanging
teenagers are all the same
you only have yourself
that’s how it was for me
its rough

a girl tells me she likes me
i instantly believed it
it was foolish, a idiotic act
next time i lay eyes onto her
she is touching me
in front of a cardboard blue wall, to hide each other
that never happened to me before
but it didn’t matter when she acted like she flashed my friend
a sign of things to come
unchanging
they set the stage
you only have yourself now
that’s how it was for me

walking up the stairs
she tells me she likes me
the flashing was fake
a prude joke i think
but hey, i was already shackled by her word
who wouldn’t go further with it
her protection was my blood
i let my feelings spread
through my veins and through my brain
i’d do anything, i would

i’m an easy target
tell me you love me and i’ll believe you
i’m that desperate
trust me

she said she would explain more the next day
joy ran through my veins along with the feeling
the next day came
i missed my opportunity that day, had to wait 2 more days
i was stuck in the mind frame
eight hours of self reflection and doubt
all i did was write, write, and cry
the result was 14 pages
i’m an easy target
tell me you love me and i’ll believe you
i’m that desperate
trust me

the 14 pages were suppose to represent my love
and my misguided sense of self and obsession with a girl
i waited those 2 days
i came back successfully, waiting for my love
she then walked up to me
only to tell me, that all of this
was a lie

i wasted 4 days of my life
just to sit on the grass and sob
left a scar on my memory
preconceived notions were given to me
she didn’t seem to care
like she ever did to begin with

i never forgot about it
happened a while ago
i was dramatic in detail, but that’s how i felt
therefore that’s what i told
i’m done talking now

- eyn lyrics

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