i don’t know if i can hold on much longer - ethereal lotus lyrics
[hook: ethereal lotus]
i keep trying x6
nothings working x 6
[verse 1: ethereal lotus]
i keep trying
nothings working
everyday i wake up
it starts hurting
gotta get it
how i live
but i can’t
live with this
tryna love myself
more but
im just sick
of it
i think
im better off
dead but
i been dead before
different actions
same results
i can’t take
anymore
what would
you do
if you saw my
d-mn obituary
call me a
b-tch i bet
you did
when my name
was circulating
i dont care
about the politics
surroundin me
i guess im
just a heretic
with nonstop
feelings
wanna put
a bullet thru
my skull
plasma leaking
i haven’t tried
that yet
the one
attempt thats
got me fiending
[hook]
[verse 2: ethereal lotus]
i done
had an overdose
about a couple times
it just p-ssed off
all my friends
to hear of
my demise
i guess if
i had to go again
and give
another try
im not saying sh-t
like if i
was a mime
there are too
many issues
thats clouding
my mind
im not h0m-cidal
it’s just suicide
people tell
me that
here for me
but i dont care
this is my life
i choose
my actions
i do that
with care
im sorry if
in a few weeks
lotus disappears
just know
i love you all
this has been
quite the year
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