tidal waves - ethan ross lyrics
verse 1:
i think you’re beautiful, why do you hide?
knew it was due for our worlds to collide
i live in a world where n0body respects me
and lately i barely been feeling alive
my grandfather just left us
i was at his bedside when he died
held my grandmother through the funeral
and i ain’t even have a tear in my eye
swear in the past few months
i been doing this sh-t i can’t describe
i have been looking for something to cure me
but that type of medicine they don’t prescribe
why is october the darkest?
i thought it would be over fast, closing my eyes and it’s colorful
guess i’m just gullible
thinking that love would heal me, i ain’t comfortable when vulnerable
i don’t even strip myself naked, this self-hatred
it’s 12 a.m. and i wish somebody with some empathy
would hit my phone instead of people wishing death on me…
i be excellent at that fake sh-t
that smiling all in your face sh-t
my soul feeling this hatred
our own devils work late shifts, i can’t take this
chorus:
could you be my medicine?
can’t even tell you why
it feel like h-ll again
when the day turns into night
hold my aggression in
guess ima let it slide
gotta count my blessings and
thank god that i’m alive
i drown, tears around me they form into tidal waves
i drown, let me know if you ever decide to stay around
tears around me they form into tidal waves
i drown, let me know if you ever decide to stay around
verse 2:
had friends that were dealing, had friends that were addicts
i gotta show all these kids that they matter
i’m in the world that turned me to a savage
if i say i love you just know i could back it
and know i could back it
lotta people wanna fight with me, i think they want a reaction
i just been doing this sh-t that’s so bad for me
can’t even look at myself when it’s happening, i be so numb
but i be right here to stay
every time i told somebody this sh-t they just got scared away
but i be so numb
but i be right here to stay
every time i told somebody this sh-t they just got scared away
but i be so numb
chorus:
could you be my medicine?
can’t even tell you why
it feel like h-ll again
when the day turns into night
hold my aggression in
guess ima let it slide
gotta count my blessings and
thank god that i’m alive
i drown, tears around me they form into tidal waves
i drown, let me know if you ever decide to stay around
tears around me they form into tidal waves
i drown, let me know if you ever decide to stay around
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