living the dream - ethan jewell lyrics
i know that i seem fine on the outside
but the smile is too wide for it to not be mine
but it’s been placed there strategically by a demon at my doorstep
i want them to hear me but i need them to approach i
can’t do this on my own
please read the words that i wrote
i’m trying my best to keep on grinning and keep on fighting
i feel like i can’t win
and i should stop the lighting
quiet place
is the only location where i feel whole but
what’s a quiet place to you
and they won’t stop screaming for more
i said i miss you so
you said leave me alone
i must replay thеse games when you say that i havе
changed
alone on an empty satellite
a one way ticket to far beyond the empty solar signs
but i was misconstrued
and then [?] denied
my heart was the meat
and that girl was the cleaver
i mean what’s the point in living the dream
if it was brought on by a fever?
everyone around me kept saying i should leave her
but what’s the point in listening
when i was convinced i need her?
a moon rise crashing over [?] waves
this idea of what i want
and a destiny that i’ve made
finally looking forwards i put my car into drive
fullfilling myself again of all the things i’ve been deprived
so i walk down this winding crazy path
the place where i talked to all of them last
you know the people in my head of dreams
i’m so f*cked up in the head it seems
or is it all just a grand shakespearian tradgedy
a construed version of my own reality
you know i have it so good and it should be okay
but i’m faced with these same bad thoughts every single d*mn day
my grades are slipping down an icy river bank
my health is tipping over an empty acid tank
why can’t it just be good for me?
a second meal of joy to feed
i just want to stay alated on the top of a mountain
and not be in this rut
accompanied only by myself
and my so called f*cking talent
i know that i seem fine
the smile is too wild
just push me to the side
and i’ll try my best to shrug it off
and keep on being kind
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