feellikedying - eternal (rapper) lyrics
[verse 1]
if only you could understand
what it’s like to stay hidden in the sheets till it’s 10
10 at night
i was busy soul searchin, soul hurtin, whole purpose
hidden in the pen i write
you will never understand, yeah
i was too good at pretend, yeah
used to tell you that i feel great
to now i’m fine
feel like dyin
okay forget about it
never really had enough confidence
i look down, i don’t look up at the sky
then you go and take away all my friends
maybe that’s why i don’t believe in god
where was he when i was close to the end
cause it feel like he just left me to die
give it my all just to lift up the pen
maybe that’s why i feel empty inside
yeah that’s a gaurentee
y’all gone wait until i die to remember me
just like everybody else you didn’t get to see
no way your !words! didn’t get to me
wanna see if i can fly off the balcony
i don’t wanna let the world get the best of me
but i’m flirting with death cause she temptin me
just let me be
then she mentioned me
like it’s meant to be
[verse 2]
i used to tell you how i feel
now whenever we talk i know it’s not real
you was grippin on the steel
while we were on the phone talkin bout how love k!lls
f-ck, now it all makes sense to me
because i could of prevented it and it gets to me
now i feel like you we’re testin me
always talked about love and you mention me
and i was tryna use my music tellin people to keep lookin out for signs
while i’m blind as f-ck
i’m not someone to abuse it but i know you could of used it, cause i read between the lines
now my mind gets stuck
on this idea that you could of been alive
maybe if i just tried
and i looked into your eyes
said i want you by my side
but i guess that’s what we always do
think about all that we could of
but we always knew
that it never would of happened
cause we always blew
every single f-ckin chance
like it’s owed to you
it wasn’t because i was close to you
but because you knew the road i knew
that we we’re walkin on for so long
but we always gotta chase what’s gold to you
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