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time - erikson lyrics

[verse 1]
yeah, what is going on, what is happening?
every time i open my mouth there’s nothing left in it
all my thoughts that should’ve been out circle back to me
and just stick on the walls of desperation, can i quit?
i keep playing with the question but still without an answer
i mean, yeah we got one
but what actually happens after it was done
i just hope we could ask them
was the lesson lеarned
or was it beautiful to have your last brеath?
were fear the main drive of yours or was it regret?
was it worth it or would still you come back?
if you could
say your goodbyes to the people you’ve hurt
those who you always forget

[hook]
if i could wish for something in my life, it would be more time
maybe an hour or two, so that i could work out my lies
every morning is colder
i hold it together though, right?
i just can’t seem to find the right ratio of me and my mind
if i could wish for something in my life, it would be true love
not the one i feel when people blame me for messing them up
maybe it’s time to move on
but i’m done if someone can’t open me up
some people better alone, although i never thought i am one

[verse 2]
i swear to god
sometimes
i’d literally give my right arm for a question if i’m alright
and to not only appreciate it in hindsight
and why am i hiding it so ideally
that only a few times they get to see the real me
the things that i’m dealing with daily
nothing can ease the pain, i’m so broken and deranged
still that’s the level i maintain
don’t ask me what’s lurkin’ inside my brain
cause even i’m afraid of the thoughts that i have to retain
before they see the light of day
that could easily be the end of me
now tell me how can you rest like that
and lay back when you’re so full of yourself
there’s just no place left to bury anything else
cause everything’s packed with the past
the attic, the yard and the closet just bodies everywhere
i’m tryna hide them the best that i can
but man you just cannot tell
when you get the chance to have guests
and get out of your nest
that’s why i don’t want no one else
to find ‘em then end up in the pack
and yes, that is not in any way the way out
however i can’t do nothing ‘bout it as well
i’m in a state of silence, it’s hyde who has the upper hand
i don’t get to decide no more, cause i can’t understand
why i’m going up against myself
when united we just have every chance to make the best
of our situation i guess, but i keep on falling down
my mind still bawling, while everyone else
including my friends, expect me ballin’
i might as well just call it
cause i’m done with it
don’t want it, my sanity’s long departed
but somehow that’s the only way to do it
if you were ever to make it
the only thing that gives me hope is what mostly takes it
the same issues that i’ve been facin’
continue to drive me crazy, i’m pacin’
gazin’ into the future, but don’t see nothing amazin’
though i’m blazing, cried out eyes still fighting to make it
the tears won’t put out the fire rather ignite it
piling all the sins of the world on myself to finally
find something worthwhile to write down
cause that’s how a motherf… an icon is made
as long as i am alive
i have every chance to achieve anything that i would like
and that includes ending my own life
cause besides all those lies, i’m still me and that’s fine
i won’t hide from my demons no more
i tried keeping the outside tidy
while inside’s a catastrophe
living for the trophies
craving more of them after every hit
all those empty goals, dreams and hopes
kept me numb but happy
at least that’s what i thought
then i found out what it’s like to be broken and messed up
and guess what
i’d never change my time in h*ll for a life in good luck
i broke my legs a few times but i still walk
there are people that love me
there are people that i love

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