diary of a madman - eric armitage lyrics
[intro: dj tag]
vitals on the track
[verse: eric armitage]
the portrait that i’ve painted of myself is a caricature
my family must think i’ve been hit with a terrible curse
the world gets the version of me that’s very absurd
the mirror gets another version that’s rarely in church
but still i wake up and i thank god for it
a couple seconds? that’s the only time i got for him?
sh*t been going downhill like i’m longboarding
with this mirror image of myself * it’s been a long morning
the time i spend sayin’ some dumb sh*t * 90%
the other 10 is me bein’ real and trying to vent
confess my sins to a priest, see how i can repеnt
knowing that i’m just tailgating outside the evеnt
found love in myself at a young age
but i’m worried that it won’t be enough one day
when my friends are all cuffed and i’m just chillin’ in the cut
with the diary of a madman, writin’ another page * oh sh*t
existential dread, dread f*ck me up
stop messin’ with my head, head, d*mn
oh yeah, this life is one and done
wish that i could buy some time * nah, that watch is one of one
i reverse engineered it from the jump in this b*tch
say whatever it takes to make it thump in this b*tch
built my personality around what bumps in this b*tch
that’s the type of sh*t that make you wanna jump off a bridge, hm
who am i? every word is do or die
every new attempt to gain more attention is suicide
am i real? am i fake? is it dope? you decide
sh*t is draining, but it still beats wearin’ a suit and tie forever
26 * single life
flash*forward to the old man sitting at bingo night
on his phone just refreshing to see if he get those likes
on that new freestyle he posted at 8pm, haha
pray to mother mary that i find a nice mami with a
perky set of tits who thinks differently than all them b*tches
that’s worth more to me than all them riches
that the world offers and i’ll never try to bargain with him
but i’ve learned that they’re few and far between
the perfect life they try to sell you ain’t what it seems
and i can’t believe you fell for that like what the f*ck you mean?
i’m p*ssed that eric’s even in the term “american dream.”
just my thoughts, but i’m still all good
a little breakdown, let me check up under the hood
if i could go back and change, i don’t think that i would
it’s kinda f*cked * but sometimes i just feel misunderstood
yeah
[outro: eric armitage]
just my thoughts, but i’m still all good
a little breakdown, let me check up under the hood
if i could go back and change, i don’t think that i would
it’s kinda f*cked * but sometimes i just feel misunderstood
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