more than music - enkay47 lyrics
verse 1: the other day a fan hit me up, he was fourteen/he told me that he smokes weed every day so he can escape what he’s going through so i asked him what he’s going through/he told me that he cuts himself every day/ironically i guess it helps him take the pain away/plus he drinks at night so that he don’t stay awake/he likes to play my music cuz he knows that i relate/he said that you know what it’s like to be alone don’t you?/see you understand me/you know what it’s like to live your life and not be happy/and by the way, when i heard you then i started rapping/there’s something about you nathan, i know we’re the same and that we/have a lot in common/see i’ve been cheated on… i never knew my father neither, don’t know where he’s gone/i’ve never had no friends, i don’t know where i belong/i don’t even know you but i feel like you’re the only one that truly understands me… i just need your help/i just need someone to talk to, besides myself/i just hope that you reply so that we can have a conversation/because i don’t have n0body else, i don’t have n0body else, i don’t have n0body else
verse 2: another fan hit me up, she’s been thinking about suicide/i guess her boyfriend left her and she was traumatized/plus she had a miscarriage and her father died/she said she listens to my music cuz it helps a lot/it helps to pick her up whenever she just wants to drop/she said that’s why she hit me up so i could help her stop/swallowing these pills, that’s when i started to talk/i said you need to get professional help/yo where you at? let me call a number/she said that it’s too late to help because she’s going under/i started freaking out so i said we should meet each other/i need to know where you live that we can see each other/i said that i’ll be on a plane tomorrow/i’m hoping she doesn’t do nothing stupid/a couple minutes past by, and i ain’t gotta reply, so i’m just laying awake in my bed and feeling useless/i don’t know what to do, this! situations got me messed up/so i’m talking myself up/really thinking bout everything i said what/do you think made her get drugs/and walk up to the edge of/the cliff that we call life, and make her step over to death (breath and wind sound)/trying to wrap my head around it… yeah, trying to wrap my head around it…
verse 3: i’m not your therapist, don’t come to me with situations if their perilous/i don’t have any training, i’m not prepared for this/i’m just a kid that’s making music as a character/it’s not that i’m not caring it’s just that i’ve gotta learn to take care of myself/cuz i’ve been dealing with my own problems trying to get help/i’ve been dealing with depression and some bad mental health/plus i’ve been dealing with the pressure for these records to sell/cuz if i don’t, well, i guess i’m out of a job/and i can go to work at taco bell again with a mop/and i don’t need to have my own place, i’ll live with my mom/and we can sit inside the living room and listen to songs/i bet you’d like that, but that’s not the point that i’m trying to make/the point i’m trying to make is that i’m trying find my way/in my own life, so please, give me that respect/sincerely yours, nathan, i’m just a person like you
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