my life - enderspitsvenom lyrics
[verse 1 * ender]
you all call
me fake it’s like
everyday now i
wake and bake
before i jump into
a lake in an attempt
to suicide it’s like
i tempt myself it’s
not worth it i’m
convinced i should’ve
died at birth because
i always have migraines
it’s hard to work on these
days now because i feel
like i’m stuck in chains
there’s not much i can
do when i get these pains
daily it’s like i can see my
veins but the pain still
remains there my eyes
have strains for looking
at lyrics for to long it’s
like i should gеt a gun
and blast my brains all
over the wall i find it so
hard to switch lanes on
days i could say something
like i’m finally rich
but my mental are in a ditch
all of you are like 6ix9ine
you snitch like a b*tch
f*ck mikey fitch
[verse 2 * flimsy]
all these dms everyday
asking me to write away
i say i’ll do it right away
im playing music night and day
i get lost in my thoughts
i’m on my path yet still i’m lost
i feel my heart turning to frost
then light a cig, but at what cost
doctor gave me medication
therapy used meditation
said i need some inspiration
writing gets my dedication
locked up in a room just writing these raps
destined for doom, but i’m fighting the traps
made a big boom, without lighting the straps
now i am the dude “so delighting with the tracks”
i don’t wanna rap, wanna help people get better
but it’s become a trap, i can’t get free from this debtor
and y’all wouldn’t know my name if i never even met her
but if the decision came, i would leave y’all to go get her
y’all don’t understand, it’s a feeling in my heart
they say i’m not a man, cause i’m crying in the dark
and when she’s not in my hand, the dying tends to start
i could make a hundred grand, but i’d still feel torn apart
i’m not in this for monetary gain just tryna get rid of momentary pain
send me a beat, guarantee it’s getting slain
there’s a million things going on in my brain
but y’all say you feel my strife
you cut a vein using a knife
but y’all are scared like barney fife
so you could never feel my life
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