dead or alive - enderspitsvenom lyrics
[verse 1]
i shouldn’t be alive
i won’t survive this
war maybe i’m
overthinking because
they don’t understand
me and what i go through
i was happy before i blew
in this scene no i don’t
slip lean it’s sort of like
a queen she helped me
then left so i punched my
screen in anger i can’t look
back wish i could go back
to when times where good
when coronavirus
wasn’t a thing
when i didn’t love
this hard did i set
the bars too high
like my mind feels
like i’m smoking a
spliff ima just let
my words lift because
i ain’t no wordsmith
i’m just writing my
feelings on how
am right now
really don’t wanna
be alive wanna die
i can’t lie i wanna
stay so these kids
look up to me people
say i’ve helped them
though so much
i don’t know though man
then there’s the people
that wants me to fall
from these heights
but i won’t listen to
these demons in my
head i send bars to
danny hes like you
good dude real
friend right there
but is life still worth it?
[verse 2]
does anyone feel
the same i just
wanna go back
to the easy days
when i don’t wanna
put that 1911 to my
head when i don’t
want to be dead
when i don’t waste
lead all my life is
now is me crying
while writing deep
lyrics like i go into
the sky and write
your name in the
clouds to calm my
thoughts down in
reality i can’t accept
the fact that i’m a clown
that fell for trap of suicide
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