when it was chaotic - emilia tarrant lyrics
when it was chaotic lyrics
[verse 1]
what if, it never changes
my pain is endless, and that’s it
and what if, i’m always healing
forever pining, for sanity
[pre*chorus]
but now life has ceased
and the storm’s calmed its breeze
[chorus]
maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
maybe i preferred when i was a mess everyday in my bed
and i couldn’t handle it then, but i can’t take emotionless
maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
[verse 2]
what if, the ache just worsens
my bones can’t balance a skeleton
[pre*chorus]
but now life has ceased
and to stone my numb feeling
[chorus]
maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
maybe i preferred when i was a mess everyday in my bed
and i couldn’t handle it then, but i can’t take emotionless
maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic
maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic
[bridge]
it’s not easy
feeling nothing
[chorus]
maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic in my head
maybe i preferred when i was a mess everyday in my bed
and i couldn’t handle it then, but i can’t take emotionless
maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic
maybe i preferred it when it was chaotic
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