the fear of people - embis lyrics
man, i gotta wake up
go to school, tie my shoes, find some food
my paper, it’s the time it’s due
i’m just too lazy to go through the problems
but i’ll assume i’ll get an extra day ‘cause i was absent yesterday
and i’ll improve and prove to my teachers
that instead of sitting on the bleachers
i’ll actually shoot the hoop
but it’s not that i’m lazy, i’m just embarrassed
i know that n0body cares but
makes no difference cause this hindrance is beyond the entrance
anxiety, social anxiety
just feel like someone is constantly frying me
in their mind deciding, “how can i be mean?”
judging me and it seems he can’t keep his pants up, he needs a belt
wow, he just fell just riding the treadmill
wow, he’s ugly and he’s startin’ bug me
and dude can you plug me in your song?
plug my phone into the wall?
grab my backpack across the hall?
nah, i’m sorry, i feel like i’ll mess up
do something stupid and mess up
so i just freeze, please, please, just leave!
don’t believe what you see, think what you think, just leave!
wait, what did you say?
what if i didn’t hear you right?
what if, what if, what if?
oh, toughen up, michael, get a grip
this cycle is slippery and it gets to me
i can’t find a remedy to get rid of it
the epitome of insecurity and there is no cure to me except therapy
tell me how you feel, how did it effect you?
i didn’t choose to elect you!
you can’t truly empathize ’till you see it through my eyes
it’s fire that’s burning inside
constantly inducing vomiting
bombing in my mind that defines my personality
despite reality, i am paralyzed ’cause in my mind there’s a pair of eyes
prying inside my soul, seeing my desires and goals
maybe one time i’ll be bold
at the sp*wn of anger
or when i’m in danger
or when i see the state ranger
like your high school presentation 24/7
only time i talk is in my raps, otherwise, i’m silent
if ain’t apparent, i ain’t got no diamonds
i ain’t got no money, kinda funny
anyway, if i get big one day and you’re a fan
i can’t believe i’m saying this but go away
if you see me, don’t stare at me
if you don’t believe me don’t start of conversation, it’ll be h*ll for me
or maybe i’ll overcome it and if i do i’ll love it
but right now i ain’t above it so to sum it up
i fear people
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