soaked blunt // stein's gate0 - el_sbstn lyrics
part i: soaked blunt
[verse]
what i write from here on out reflects my mental
i write with this pen because i never write in pencil
i can’t erase all my mistakes, i wish it were so simple
i realized they’re permanent, so i can’t write off impulse
so here i go, who’ll read this open letter?
i hope by the time you read it that i’ll be someone bеtter
someone who can handlе the weight of the world and then some
and when it wavers he can contain all of its momentum
but probably not some things will never change
i’m still treating all these scars from this war i waged
i wonder if the stripes i earned will ever get erased
it wasn’t all my fault but the feelings still remain
even mob explodes when those feelings fill the gauge
90% and rising but i’m not filled with rage
feels like my hearts decayed, so i guess that explains
why i’m bout to light this blunt up
in the pouring rain
and i heard some bad news my heart can’t take the pain
mustang told me it was a terrible day for rain
and i agree
i’ve been holding all this in i can’t breathe
the weight that’s in my heart reminds me what i can’t reach
it keeps holding me down, its tied to my d*mn feet
i’m drowning in a still blue, i’m in too deep
i was in too deep
it’s an uphill battle and the hills too steep
i can barely hold this lighter up i feel too weak
but the problems sown have ripened now their mine to reap
and their mine to keep
tuck the demons into bed now it’s time to sleep
i wish i could just leave them but it’s not easy
no i can’t just leave
i can’t take that leap
i lost my faith but i believe they still need me
guess i’m still dreaming
brain is still screaming
and my weed isn’t the only thing that’s broken up
and i just found a heart in the woods that i’m rolling up
guess my eyes have had enough
now i can’t spark it up this d*mn soaked blunt
part ii: stein’s gate0
[verse]
i remember when you said you loved me
but was it really love or was it just my company
and i remember when you couldn’t get enough of me
but was it all just in my head, i can’t trust me
no i can’t trust me
i thought everything was real but
life took a bat aimed for my head and slugged me
then had both hands on my neck and told me just breathe
i think i should just breathe
i think i should just leave
but i wake up , it’s you
get baked up, still you
my heart shakes up it’s you
tears start falling think i need some tissues
staring at the green, oh how i miss you
my lights red i’m still blue
in my head wondering what am i to you
but this game is pointless, can’t press continue
i need another world line that i can shift to
99 problems and that’s more than a few
i’ll smoke 99 blunts and not forget about you
but it’s easy for you
now i’m at 100 and i have a clear view
the blunts still soaked but i still toke
no sorrows drowned in liquor, suffocate in smoke
funny’s a hilarious way to put this joke
waiting for the punchline, be good i hope
it’ll be good i hope
the rain falls in the river and goes to the same harbor
and the water under the bridge, i’ll use it as bong water
if i feel like spiderman, then i feel like peter parker
be careful what you wish for now i’m a little smarter
but life is getting harder
heavier than this armor
too tired to keep my guard up so
it’s time to pack another bowl
and when i light it i hope it burns slow
i’m drifting away
i’m in outer sp*ce
and i won’t come down for a couple of days
out here i’m free in this cosmic gold haze
free from my issues, free from malaise
but after that i’m now grounded
and running from the rain that falls won’t stop it
and so escaping all my problems won’t solve them
i guess i’ll face them head on i’m out of options
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