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band-aid for dreams - el hugo lyrics

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my accountant friend told me he was just like me
p-ssionate, ambitious, a boy of big dreams
but then he grew up and fitted in to reality
a single fat man working 925, my definition of f-ckery

rest in peace omar… the man died
just because we don’t share the same life
it doesn’t mean i’m safe nor i am right
my suicidal thoughts keep provin’ i’m not fly…

i got disorders in my personality
my calm is but a depressive sanity
i am my childhood’s living tragedy
a living fear of what was scaring me

i pray god i don’t wanna be like these adults
who advise me to give up like nothing works
i pray god i don’t wanna be like these adults
who never strive to love their daughters and sons…

i love myself, i thank myself, i picked up myself
yeah i’m stressed, sometimes i get depressed
but i never stop working for i believe in myself
loyal to my soul that keeps me a dreaming kid

f-ck these stupid fake beautiful girls
who made me hopeless to find an intelligent mate
f-ck people’s silly ignorant traits
who made me hopeless make a team and a fan base

what’s next? another song on being depressed?
or blame the world for my difference and loneliness?
that sh-t won’t fix nothing until i deal with it!
love doesn’t exist in my world and i’m responsible to keep building it
though i’m alive only in el hugo world where expressing myself is spirited…

i’ve failed myself and forgot about the track
blamed depression man it went too hard
now i have the vision to be get my own back
motivated and driven to live the life i want

i’m 19 years old yes i’m thinking about the gold
but my biggest goal is a loving soulmate to hold
it’s a lonely road, especially when i’m bold
the moment i lose hope i trigger suicidal thoughts

and after suicidal thoughts, i become powerful and strong
i drop everything i don’t love letting freedom unfold
bigger b-lls to tell the world to f-ck off
cause i need peace for my music to cure my soul

word to self, man yeah it’s clear they don’t accept you
but they ain’t real or loving man they don’t deserve you
only unicorns who got nothing to do with their lives judge you
so why give a f-ck? when you were alone and they were not with you!

i’m telling stories for myself poured to the other kids
who grew up poor and outcasted from where they live in
who hustle and sold their social life not knowing if it’s worth it
afraid to die alone with the success they’re making…

it’s uncertain what we’re doin’ but we are paving
a way not to let death become a second option
stay true to yourself the whole world d-mns changing
to the robotic template, it’s natural to keep resiting

one day, at 4:20am, we’ll go to our mansion’s roof
make green tea, talk deep, and roll what we endured
twp blunts with high thc, lip to lip, foot to foot
hugging each other living the dream we worked hard for

- el hugo lyrics

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