i'm an addict - ego mackey lyrics
[spoken intro]
ah f*ck, f*ck
f*ck, i don’t even want to be awake right now
i don’t wanna be f*cking thinking
thinking way too f*cking much, i been
trapped in my f*cking head
i don’t even want that sh*t
ego mackey
[verse 1]
[?]
[?], selling, drinking, no fear
lived my whole life in fear, ’cause my mind always right here
making friends with myself, always been bad for my health
get high ’till i’m just a sh*ll, popping them sh*lls, go right to h*ll
done too much dirt, can’t ask for help, not like i would do that to myself
take my charge and then deal with it, wait ’till i’m [?]
let them feel this, fake happiness, heroin, close to bliss
[hook]
close as i can get to that sh*t, a few hours long
i can go waiting ‘fore i go and take some [?]
don’t say it for me, know i’m an addict
don’t say it for me, know i’m an addict
fake happiness, heroin, b*tch i’m close to bliss
closest i can get, get to that sh*t
a few hours long i can go with—
before i go and take some b*tch, yeah
[pre*verse]
don’t say it for me, know, yeah i’m an addict
don’t say it for me (b*tch), know i’m an addict
don’t say it for me, know that i’m f*cked, yeah
whole life sh*t, whole life, sh*t (hah)
[verse 2]
ah, but what can i do, what can i do?
huh, you know that i’m broken, i’m broken too (huh)
and i feel like all i’m gonna do is hurt you (ah)
drugged off blues, lean and xans, b*tch, yeah the percs too
canadi*oxy, 80s blue, dirty 80s, green
fentanyl, give you the blues
fentanyl stuck to my brain, b*tch, like glue
opiates stuck on my nerves, yeah, nothing new
i was high at fourteen, i was already bored of weed
aye b*tch, yeah, you know i was born a fiend
started selling xans and lean, ended up selling crack and beans
[?] most of it with methamphetamine
[?] mostly fentanyl, [?]
all these drugs, all these drugs, y’know they really k!lling me
all these drugs, all these drugs really live in me
when i’m dead, hope that they all f*cking miss me (yeah)
[hook]
fake happiness, heroin, close to bliss
close as i can get to feeling that sh*t
a few hours long i can go without it
before i go take some, and take some and then
[outro]
don’t say it for b*tch, yeah, know i’m an addict, oh
fake happiness, heroin, close to bliss
close as i can get, yeah, to that sh*t
a few hours long, i can go without it, before
i go take some, go and take some, yeah
don’t say it for me, know i’m an addict
before i take some, take some, yeah
fake happiness, heroin, close to bliss
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