place of loneliness - e.r.i.c.k. lyrics
[hook 1: jackie santamaria]
i feel it happening, i feel it so near
the voice inside my head telling me to believe it
believe it once again
a place of loneliness, a mind unfreed
how can i believe what they say
when realities a prey upon my dreams and i can’t breathe
[verse 1: e.r.i.c.k.]
i’ve been going through a lot lately
and all my thoughts flood my mind makes it suffocating
i hate it, the way my life is slowing fading
yeah, it’s complicated, tho i think my thoughts are just hallucinating
like why’s it feel like this? like i ain’t feeling him
why’s it feel like god ain’t here and he ain’t even listening?
pain bottled inside, feeling like i could collide
with ever moment of time i dont think i will survive
i saved it all in my mind, now i can see it alive
staring right into my eyes telling me i should just die
i wish i could simplify and set it all just aside
but what you must realize is that it comes in disguise
filled with the littles lies then you end up surprised
and it starts to remind you, of the things you hold onto
it’s like it’s impromptu, tho you really dont want to
this is my full confession someone take all of this depression
[chorus 2: jackie santamaria]
i feel it happening, i feel it so near
the voice inside my head telling me to believe it
believe it once again
a place of loneliness, a mind unfreed
how can i believe what they say
when realities a prey upon my dreams and i can’t breathe
[verse 2: e.r.i.c.k.]
depression hit my door again, been ignoring it
but right now feeling alone so i think that i will let ’em in
n0body knows feeling compressed lifes a mess
deep down in my heart i’m feelin all types of stress
no more confidence, no one comprehends
try calling? what’s the point, i know that you won’t ever answer it
my soul’s broken, i ain’t got no emotions
thoughts run across my brain, going crazy, locomotive
yeah what’s the motive? dont think no one even notices
the emotions keep crashing feel like i’m gasping
demons keep har-ssin’, guess my decisions keep helping me stay in prison, the way i’m living losing all my precision
can someone help my vision? right now im cryin at the bottom
cause i just hit my limits
someone take my hand, i’m slowly dying and i can feel the pain
slipping through my veins
i can’t understand, why’s this happening again?
[hook 3: jackie santamaria]
will i ever survive? this moment of never ending fright
will i ever survive? as i close my eyes at night
will i ever survive? being hypnotized to believe every single lie
i just might die, oh
i just might die
i just might die
[verse3: e.r.i.c.k.]
locked and loaded, i’m ’bout to do it, ’bout to blow it
when i’m gone i know that no one will even know it
i left a note across the floor, maybe then they can see
why it was that i was really feeling hopeless
but no more talking, i gotta do it, gotta pop it
as i c-ck it to my head, i hear a voice, “stop it!”
too late, snapped it, but as soon as it happened
i became conscious, now i’m wishing that i never would of done it. but something else happen, curse or just luck
the bullet got stuck, and know i’m on the ground
and i can hear a voice talk
telling me, this isn’t me, i gotta purpose, destiny
feeling scared, like no ones there
i felt the love and now i’m free !
[outro: jackie santamaria]
(humming melody)
….liberty
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