my meds aren't working - dystopia lyrics
my body still clings to life
only my spirit has dud(?) inside. so i par(?)
i pray for death every night
but i keep waking up alive
i cut myself for infliction
and i still spit at my reflection
i hate everything i am
i have my friends to think for that
so i keep taking my meds
and i do what my doctor says.
i hate myself more everyday.
i guess i’ll always be this way
i’ve learned that love is dead
and that people just get f-cked instead
and all the while making friends
just to f-ck them in the end
everyone i touch infects me
cancer in flesh there is death all around
everyone i touch, i infect them
black and dead is my heart
alone, i’m not good when i’m alone
i pace and tear at my skin and my hair
i lunn(?) myself for some relief
for a sick f-cking joke of a life
the punchline is when i die
and come back as me for eternity
just to f-ck up everyday?
and fail the ones that i love by being alive
i don’t know who i am anymore
a parasite in human disguise?
searching for a piece of sh-t with all of you maggots and flies
everyday i feel that i just cant do anything right
i’m sorry if you know my name
i probably f-ck your life, goodbye
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