chapter 4 - dubbs lyrics
never fit in with the rich kids, never fit in with the poor neither
textin girls i use to get with, tryna to act cool they don’t know i need ’em
and these holidays so awkward, i don’t speak much with my father
and never hear much from my mother lately i’ve been thinking of her
wanna tell her that i love her but she ain’t the same woman that raised me
would things change if she cleaned up i’ve been wondering that lately
and my p.o. told me that she had my mom when she was a kid
told me something happened to her young never told me what that is
so i’m digging through my family tree tryna get to the root of this
exes text me after i leave telling me that i’m rude as shhhh
but they don’t know what i’ve been through, dont wanna bring them into
these dark and crazy thoughts that i keep locked up in my mental
up in my mental, the pain hits me so many ways
and i’m feelin closer to that day
the pain i speak on’s both emotional and physical
feel like demons in my neck and i mean that so literal
yeah i mean that so literal
never fit in with the rich kids, never fit in with the poor neither
textin friends i used to chill with, kinda p-ssed now days i never see ’em
now i’m lookin in the mirror, not sure who i’m looking at
lately it’s been clearer, i’ll never get where i should be at
this monkey won’t get off my back, same nightmare comes every night
always late for something i swear i can’t get nothing right
keep on wondering what i should do
never feelin satisfied and wondering what i must prove
wake up in the morning like i got nothing to lose
yo these lyrics write my life but i’m sure they mean nothing to you
last summer i lost a good friend that’s been f-cking with my head never truly understand the fact he’s dead
like i just wanna call him up and be like “ayo tone wats good lets chill”
i just wanna drink away the pain, and smoke away the memories
i wonder when i’m gone if they’ll remember me
never fit in with the rich kids, never fit in with the poor neither
packing boxes with everything that i own
i swear unstable is the only thing i’ve known
all i’ve truly want’s a home a place that i can call my own
as i’m sitting here alone steady scrolling through my phone
man i swear that browsing craigslist is so depressing
got me under the impression that n0body has acceptance
for my kind don’t know what kind i am but i
always find myself on the outside every time uh
back ground check declined uh credit check declined
yeah i know that i ain’t perfect but i’ve learned from every time
but the application’s i’ve filled out don’t have a line
to write how far that i’ve come from that date and time uh
all i want’s forgiveness a chance to make a living
but ain’t n0body giving sympothy man i dont get it
man imagine switching shoes for just a minute
i wouldn’t trip over your image i would lift you to the top
uh cops knocked down my door and stuck guns right in my face
now i never can feel comfortable not even in my own place
and i’m going crazy, yes i’m, going crazy
too depressed to do a thing nowdays these people think i’m lazy
but i never fit in with the rich kids
never fit in with the poor neither
skit
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