when i pretend - dreamstatenine lyrics
[intro]
(yeah, ha)
(ha)
(ha, whoa)
[chorus]
i gotta do it again
i gotta learn how the f*ck to bring my mental health back up to a 10
too many thoughts, too many problems, i wish i could screw her again
too many times it wasn’t you who i woke up to next in bed
shawty, i don’t like when i pretend
[verse 1]
shawty, i don’t like when you say some wild sh*t, ’bout how i’m f*ckin’ your friends
shawty, i don’t like how every time that we argue you tell me that this is the end
shawty, i don’t like puttin’ my foot down, but if i have to i will
we can slow down and chill
is it okay if i take another pill?
’cause i gotta do it again
i know i’m addicted, i said that i’d stop, but i know it’s never gon’ end
the feelin’ it gives me, it feels like i can reach up and touch the stars with my hand
it doesn’t beat anything else in the world, i hope that you can understand
if you wanna take a trip with me, you can
tell me you want me, i’d drop everything just to hear your voice again
i’d stop what i’m doin’, i’d say that i’m stupid if that’s what you wanted to hear
i’d stop makin’ music and say that i’m too sick to clock in if you even care
i’d hope on a flight and i promise you baby that we can go anywhere
yeah, what do you mean you hate me?
what do you mean that i’ve been aggressive lately?
what do you mean i’m crazy? i know that i’m toxic, but you don’t have to save me
oh, there you go again, sayin’ you the victim, no one is your friend
if i’m such a dirty man, how the f*ck you got some dirty hands too?
i see you flirtin’ ’round too, don’t think you innocent from what i found too
word of mouth gets around too, figured it out, i know everything about you
all of a sudden i’m invalid, you should’ve got out when you could’ve got out it
now you wanna say you doubt it
you can’t leave us, i know you can’t live without it
[chorus]
i gotta do it again
i gotta learn how the f*ck to bring my mental health back up to a 10
too many thoughts, too many problems, i wish i could screw her again
too many times it wasn’t you who i woke up to next in bed
shawty, i don’t like when i pretend
[verse 2]
shawty, i don’t like myself at all
put my faith into you knowin’ i’ma fall
i got my back against the wall
why don’t you trust me? i told you i’d give it all
just gimme a year, i’ll be right where i wanna be, baby, i’ma be a star
the only way i’ma get stopped is if these percs start eatin’ my heart
forget about it, you don’t wanna see the glow up, i don’t even f*ckin’ care
you talk all that sh*t about me, if it’s stuck then it’s stuck, if it’s up then it’s in the air
oh, what’s the problem now? me leavin’ is a feelin’ that is just too tough to bare?
i gave you my heart on a silver platter and all you chose to do is stare
i was at my lowest point and i couldn’t even find you anywhere
i gave up so many times, i don’t even know why you’re still here
sometimes i don’t even know if i consider myself self aware
but f*ck it, i’m stuck in this sh*t, if it’s time and a place then i’ll meet you anywhere
[chorus]
but i gotta do it again
i gotta learn how the f*ck to bring my mental health back up to a 10
too many thoughts, too many problems, i wish i could screw her again
too many times it wasn’t you who i woke up to next in bed
shawty, i don’t like when i pretend
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