night terrors - dr. rubiks lyrics
everyone’s off to bed
now i’m alone in my room
finding flaws with what i said
finding fault with what i’d do
i never really had a clue
when it came to socializing
looked at my phone no notifying
thoughts of being alone so cold and violent
but i know i’d figure it out
somehow some way
i’d get better at it someday
cause i’m just tryna do right
in the eyes of family and friends
i pushed a couple away
even though i didn’t mean offense
saw for myself how life gets
terrified of time
and the change it brings
straight robbed me blind
of a lot of good things
parent’s wellbeing
add personal stress
sad that i gotta go thru this i guess
but that’s just life i’d expect nothing less
future got me terrified
lay awake and stress
enter a dark dimension of void
exit this stage past destroyed
isolation, it takes a grip
i get this feeling of loneliness
like i’m misunderstood
i just can’t speak real good
or get ideas out of my head
better left unsaid
everyone thinks i’m quiet
when really i’m scared to try it
spend like i’m poor
but got money to buy it
man i’m just slipping
life feels like i’m tripping
my brain flipping out
it’s crazy man like wow
i go on tangents
i get depressed
i never plan it
escape it a mess
it’s a new test*a
meant for me
brand new quest
they sent for me
see angels and demons watch from above
waiting to pull on the plug of my energy
but i’m not giving up live another 70
years on the earth that is my destiny
outro
i get night terrors in the meantime though
sometimes i just gotta go to sleep and deal with it the next day
cause i can’t
there’s way too much going on
i struggled with all this in gainesville too but in a different way you know
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