pathetic - douglas c begay lyrics
verse 1:
i’d rather turn my phone off, drink and sleep my pain away
i feel so ashamed today imagine life with no restraint
i feel like i need overdose, i feel like i need novocaine
disgusted of the present like i just want to fast-forward
honestly i hate my life, i hate it’s just a crash-course
praying on collision want my face against the dashboard
half-way i be driven though and wishing for a platform
they tell me that they love my sh-t but they don’t try to pay for it
still decide i pray for ’em and they ain’t been responsive
maybe that’s the sh-t i get for faking being modest
i try to paint the picture it’s like they’re vacant in the noggin
why the f-ck they talk investments? they don’t make deposits
i told her i need time away, she hate that i’m departing
she told me that this day would come and please don’t get me started
she told me you don’t think about it, no i’m not responding
changing’ emails when you’re leaving don’t consider ever calling
hook:
she told me that she hates me, i’m pathetic
tell me where my place is, i’ll forget it
i hardly feel my face and now imma target for this beverage
you could find me out of faith and now they label me a jealous
menace to himself its critical he needs the help
she told me better quit it, i said you can go to h-ll
thinking that you mattered, sounds like you gon’ need some help
i’m proud as h-ll in fact that you and him’ll probably fail
verse 2:
douglas this is over, ain’t no need to feed the monster
just learn to love yourself accept the fact that sin is constant
i feel like at this point in time, losings been the option
and that sh-t so unfortunate ’cause i see you a scholar
right now a boy demolished, but soon a man accomplished
just do what you been doing exactly, please without the nonsense
you ain’t been the victim stop behaving like you’re one
and its truly just a sickness when mistaken that you are
please just think about the people, the cruelty involved
and all the people you befriended, remember you belong
just use them when you’re lonely, every fire needs a spark
i be trying to be insistent, recommended from the start
you claim that you’re pretentious, we don’t feel that from afar
you’re a c-cky piece of sh-t, fell in love with you before, it’s insane
yea that sh-t insane, but that sh-t ain’t feel the same since ’em feelings get exchanged
hook:
she told me that she hates me, i’m pathetic
tell me where my place is, i’ll forget it
i hardly feel my face and now imma target for this beverage
you could find me out of faith and now they label me a jealous
menace to himself its critical he needs the help
she told me better quit it, i said you can go to h-ll
thinking that you mattered, sounds like you gon’ need some help
i’m proud as h-ll in fact that you and him’ll probably fail
bridge:
she told me that she hates me, i’m pathetic
tell me where my place is, i’ll forget it
i hardly feel my face and now imma target for this beverage
find me out of faith and now they label me a jealous
menace to himself its critical i need the help
she told me better quit it and i said you can go to h-ll
she told me better quit it and i said you can go to h-ll
hook:
she told me that she hates me, i’m pathetic
tell me where my place is, i’ll forget it
i hardly feel my face and now imma target for this beverage
you could find me out of faith and now they label me a jealous
menace to himself its critical he needs the help
she told me better quit it, i said you can go to h-ll
thinking that you mattered, sounds like you gon’ need some help
i’m proud as h-ll in fact that you and him’ll probably fail
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