victim - dl one direction lyrics
verse 1:
for the longest time
i thought i deserved it all
never did i think
any of it was wrong
when it’s family
you blame yourself
they’re supposed to love me
it can’t be anything else
if i was different
then they would
never stopped to think
if they even could
i got older
tried to date
they didn’t love me
thought it was fate
i was so broken
there was no repair
so i punished myself
with eternal despair
used the victim card
and pitied myself
you can’t blame me
i tried to get help
but really i didn’t
i never let them in
i haven’t tried to change
since i can’t remember when
chorus:
baby, being sad is so comforting
i want happiness but prefer suffering
cause when it’s bad it can’t get worse
but when it’s good it can also reverse
i don’t trust ups, they can always go down
so i might as well always wear a frown
it’s in my system, playing victim
verse 2:
the word survivor
i think about a lot
feels like i’m pretending
to be something i’m not
i did survive
but at what cost
when my identity
is what i lost
at some point
you have to let go
but a voice inside
warns me, “no”
rock bottom is familiar
i’m too scared to rise up without her
bridge:
people that have died
knew me as sad
i know if i get better
they’ll be looking down glad
but i don’t like changing
things they knew
why do i have to do this
without you
chorus:
baby, being sad is so comforting
i want happiness but prefer suffering
cause when it’s bad it can’t get worse
but when it’s good it can also reverse
i don’t trust ups, they can always go down
so i might as well always wear a frown
it’s in my system, playing victim
outro:
it’s in my system, playing victim
it’s in my system, playing victim
it’s in my system, playing victim
it’s in my system, playing victim
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