endless nights vibe (freebase sympony) - djretsam lyrics
pre*intro
gather around
listen up give me the m&ms
cause “when i’m gone” gems
where’s the juice in this wrld
up there, i hope, “lean it me”
intro
to the money and friends, i couldn’t manage to keep
i honestly don’t know where to start, cause this sh*t get really deep
alone in the park, trying to get a sleep
oh before i get into this lets take a little leap
back in time before this sh*t get really deep
selling cocaine this sh*t was far from cheap
little by little the feeling of doing some started to creep
like a wolf in the night that’s getting his sheep
blinded by the coke, like i f*ckin fell asleep
i know it’s starts with a bump a day
to make our sadness goes away
and then a line, everytime
your making a dime
hook
lost in a puzzle, no exit, freebase story uh
feedin for another hit, god, please help me ayy
ghost trains, titanium chains, flashing lights
h*ll on earth, trapped in endless nights woo
eyes bloodshot, mind distortin’ reality, actually
cannot escape this powerful tragedy, manuelly
help me
[verse 1]
god, why’d i fall into this h*ll?
demon addiction had me, farewell!
freebase tale
turned in a reckless chase
sinister cravings put me in a f*ck up sp*ce, ayy
powerful addiction one of the strongest that existed
me frozen, couldn’t move no matter how i resisted
h*llish winding road, tightly wrapped in chains
like i been detained
stay clean battling, fighting, these scary stains
paranoia coming, numbing, pains
shadow around mh*370 plane
whispers doubts feedin’ what remains
visions of k!llers, haunting my nightmaes
divisions of pillars, pounding my softwares
mind starts racin’, thoughts unravelin’, only if you knew
prayin’ to god for strength in this cruel world woo
i know every step forward feels like two steps back
escapin’ this h*ll is what i lack jack
in moments of clarity, i glimpse for the truth ayy
a self*made prison, built by my own pursuit
a martyr of my own desire, my own pain
realizin’ the battle is fought in vain
chotus
sh*t i know the struggle’s real, but so is recovery
f*ck those who think this ain’t a story about discovery
through the darkest nights, i found a sunrise
now i’m here giving anyone in need, f*ckin advice
to be honest i always felt misunderstood
but back then dam! now i was living good
big dreams, call me young hollywood
chillings and making more money then i should
didn’t really want to do some, but i knew i would
convincing myself
“powder, sam the devil on my shoulder told me could”
angels and friends told me “i will end up to no*good”
like a man god, the decision took i stood
let’s take a trip down memory lane
just before this sh*t was insane
blinded by the f*ckin money
this sh*t wasn’t funny
didn’t need facebook or no playboy bunny
only the yayo, where i spend my money
forgettiing about my family
and my last honey
so high, i didn’t die
i was f*ckin lucky
went through h*ll on this hard road to sobriety
every step forward felt like a penalty, uh
but in the dark times, i found unbreakable strength
pulling myself up, consuming sobriety at length woo
can’t let my own struggles go to waste
gotta give charity and hope, erase the disgrace
witness my journey, i light with good reason, shining strong
conquered my demons, show others where they belong, ayy
[chorus]
sh*t i know the struggle’s real, but so is recovery
f*ck those who think this ain’t a story about discovery
through the darkest nights, i found a sunrise
now i’m here giving anyone in need, f*ckin advice
verse 3
is this real? of course cause this ain’t fiction
i needed to talk to somebody about my addiction
my roommate the person i trusted
he couldn’t listen
cause he was in my position
to be honest, all these drugs i miss them, oh i miss them
this song makes you understand how j feel
now you understand how i feel
let’s be for real
getting addicted wasn’t part of the deal
i was f*cked up
stressing over every meal
i was gonna finish dead or locked up
but now i’m risin’ up
livin’ life so ecstatic
back then wasn’t so nice, “f*ckin addict!”
they call it empathy, but they don’t understand
the struggle and pain swallowin’ this land
at first you feel invincible
at the end you want to be invisible
the feeling was undiscribable
addiction’s grip won’t let go
d*mn, it’s hard to break the flow
but i’m fightin’ back, lets let it show
stuck in the present
losing the future and the past
see light fl!ckerin’ ahead
a glimmer of hope, from this self*led dread uh
no longer shackled possible thread
breakin’ free, shoping spree
distraught, insanity, but now finding clarity woo
this journey to escape the grip of addiction, it’s me
supportin’ others who struggle like i did in the past
breakin’ free, leavin’ darkness, it won’t ever last
sh*t i know the struggle’s real, but so is recovery
f*ck those who think this ain’t a story about discovery
through the darkest nights, i found a sunrise
now i’m here giving anyone in need, f*ckin advice
i was concrete jungle, where shadows dance like whispers
i found myself lost, drowning in life’s dark rivers
addiction’s grip, serpent coiling
in circles around my soul
toxic*ion mix, boiling
dreams down the hole
cocooned in chaos, like a b*tterfly unseen
i navigated through the scene
where nightmares convene
freebase whispers echoed, like sirens in the night
gallery of despairs, where demons took their flight
lost in a maze of mirrors, reflecting shattered dreams
i battled my own reflection, or so it seems
climbing the mountain unforgiving
phoenix rising from ashes, new beginning
now, envision a canvas painted with empathy’s embrace
breaking freebase chains, finding solace and grace
in this lyrical odyssey, this synphony a journey to reclaim
a verse of redemption, in the rap game’s name
yeah yeah, shout out to my brothers & sisters, going through it all
i can feel your pain, i can hear your call
walkin’ through the fire, but remember, your not alone
together, we’ll heal, find a place that we call home
see, empathy is hard, it takes strength from within
but we can’t stay silent, we gotta fight, and help them win
now let’s get real, people strugglin’, they need aid
this ain’t a f*ckin game
like f*ck the songs made
it’s about lives that we could’ve stayed
i’ve been there, hit rock bottom, but i climbed up
now i’m standin’ tall, overcoming life’s abrupt
so, this is more than a song, it’s a road to redemption
a journey to empathy, spreadin’ out extension
no more hide and seek, let’s bring empathy to light
breakin’ freebase chains, breakin’ through the night
yeah, yeah, let me tell you, it’s a hard flight
but your not alone, there’s always light
were by your side, alright
let this song be your knight
breakin’ chains, risin’ above
spreadin’ love across the nation
break the freebase addiction
find your new elevation
lost in a puzzle, no exit, freebase story uh
feedin for another hit, god, please help me ayy
ghost trains, titanium chains, flashing lights
h*ll on earth, trapped in endless nights woo
eyes bloodshot, mind distortin’ reality, actually
cannot escape this powerful tragedy, manuelly
help me
sh*t i know the struggle’s real, but so is recovery
f*ck those who think this ain’t a story about discovery
through the darkest nights, i found a sunrise
now i’m here giving anyone in need, f*ckin advice
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