it pains me to tell you - djay kennedy lyrics
[verse 1]
it pains me to tell you i’ve held a semi-auto
it pains me to tell you i’ve shipped the cargo
it pains me to tell you i’m from chicago
it pains me to tell you i love chicago
i feel pain explaining my past
all my life i’ve felt like an outcast
i just want my sh-t on blast
i give women the flower
yet they give me no power
i rap every hour every day, every night
i sit in the dark with no light
illuminate your mind like ab-soul
living my life on parole
i stuck my d-ck in raps glory hole
and they just let it go
i only see crickets at my shows
cuz i have no tickets for my shows
do i have shows n0body knows
i rap and i rap but the fingers do not snap
i had a dream i was a pharaoh
yet when i look around my grandmas house the king wheres a sombrero
chi-town in the lake dead bodies drown
chief keef and lil reese shot jojo down
not an accusation just a conceptual statement
sh-t maybe i should stay in my mothers bas-m-nt
i chase mints for fresh breath
although the hoes hate me to death
looks like i have nothing left
oh wait music
they say i’m sick no you sick!
that’s that self hatred
guess i have nothing i keep sacred
[verse 2]
it pains me to tell you i have ambition
it pains me to tell you i have no religion
it pains me to tell you i sit at home like a pigeon in a city
it pains me to tell you my life is sh-tty
im a secret call me walter mitty
life is full of surprises
they make us close our eyelids
yet when we open we see a gift wrapped package with our loved one with closed eye lids
i don’t like surprises
i put on disguises everytime i leave my house
feel so small in this game like lil mouse
i am employed
previously deployed in chiraq
everyday their was the threat of being attacked
i can’t believe momma got smacked
sh-t how could i have lacked
backpackin slackin but im not a slacker but i am a cracker
i guess thats enough to get shot out here
we live in fear
i just want to disappear
im deaf in one ear to happy conversations
im free in the other to evil conversations
so many temptations to be patients at mental stations
if i was wiley i’d feed you vibrations
now i’m filling applications
i’m pained day in, day out
sometimes i want to go in the sun and lay myself out
cuz everybody dies in the summer
it pains me tell you that sh-t is reality
it pains me to tell you it has to do with nationality
it pains me to tell you we live in a world of brutality
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