smoking in the dark - dj skinny-d lyrics
[verse 1]
as i sit by myself choking on tobacco smoke
i think to myself “why’d she have to close the door?”
a loaded gun and razor blades and liquor, why’d she have to go?
i’m drowning in this bag of weed, i’m reaching for a hit of blow
i’m thinking ’bout going home with no emotions shown
granny better pray for me, i’m in this on my own
and i know my weakness is what’s keeping me from god
but i pack another bone and say “please forgive me lord”
and how’m i supposed to move on when you’re all i really want?
you know i would never walk away if you still had me in your heart
now we on some different paths, i’m feeling like i’m torn apart
never did i ever think this dirty i would have to start
sitting, drinking all alone, smoking in the dark
[verse 2]
but i gotta pick it back up instead of wallowing in it
instead of drinking a bottle a minute
and it’s hard to admit it
but you really f*cking did it
i gave you everything
the only thing i never gave you was a wedding ring
now the only songs i sing are songs of pain and suffering
but i really do think we can make it again
didn’t i tell you before that you were my best friend?
and all i really wanna do is hold your hand again
so that you can tell me everything will be ok in the end
and if it’s not ok then it’s not the end
maybe we can work it out, maybe we can love again
but until then, just know that you will always be my dearest friend
and i’ll be right here, smoking in the dark
loving you until the very end
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