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toxin. - dj sj lyrics

(unknxwn.)
hatred is stated
my mind state sedated
this life is a matrix, don’t know if i’ll make it
i see the truth, now all i see is black
wish i didn’t come here cause i can’t go back
i can’t love you, too many emotions i lack
bottled up, i’m an reckless, emotional shack
they won’t care till i’m dead and i know that’s a fact
sad? find a beat, write some words. that’s a rap

why do my feelings not f*cking exist?
except for the few that make me break my fist
breaking my door that i’m too poor to fix
being the reason my mother is p*ssed
not really caring about any school
i’m out all the time looking like a d*mn fool
i know where i’m wrong but
i’m too f*cking sick to care about all the effects of this sh*t

i’m what i hate, i am my toxin
keep taking serve that won’t help out my coffin
only will help to put me in a coffin
but wait, i’m too broke
i might as well burn
i’m going to h*ll anyways what i’ve learned
god doesn’t love me and he never did
i stopped tryna meet when he did what he did
took away something from me that meant a whole different life
complete opposite, a whole nother story that wasn’t so sh*t
i sound like i’m crying and i can’t control it
cause all of my music is my true emotion
when i say i wanna be dead, i do
when i set a gun against my head, it was true
but i didn’t pull it, i guess i’m a fraud

i’m sorry for all of the pain that i’ve caused
i’m sorry i’m sad and i’m sorry i’m lost
i’m sorry my words always come with a cost
i’m sorry for being the way that i am
spending my last couple of dollars on grams
when i wake up it just starts all again

i put myself in this maze that i’m in

- dj sj lyrics

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