insecurities - dj jeremyray lyrics
insecurities
[intro]:
ayyo,ever got that feeling
that you just wanna die but not k!ll yourself
i’m feeling that man
most of songs are emotional
cause i’ve had a f*cked life
but man this is what i wanna cry and hit some lines
[verse i]:
i know i got through to some people
like i know i made a change
so if i die or k!ll myself today
i know i would impact in some way
but it doesn’t feel that way
cause some days
i wanted love but too insecure to step up
go and flirt cause i think i might f*ck up
or she might flip it up cause im fat
yeah and don’t tell me i am not that
working on it
but man it’s hard to lose it
just like it’s hard to lose this angеr
every time i see a truck
i get angry causе it reminds me
of my dads hit struck
and i’m so insecure
i think i might k!ll someone blacking out
puncture them like antlers on a deer
but i take a look in the mirror
and wish that the dude standing there
would be just not there
cause like i said i’m crying inside
i don’t see the world as i should
all i see is death,violence,darkness
god where you at?
cause my insecurities messing with my head
it’s messing with my songs i make then i regret
cause it might hurt or target someone
to the point where they need meds
i do like to rap but then i take a look at the draft
and see nothing but wasted sp*ce
wasted time
like what the h*ll was that grind
it got me nowhere
maybe a couple likes
but inside just a couple fights
cause my mind has battles
making music is the only way to get through the struggles
and i wish someone was here to help me
but no one understands
i’ve been used and looked death in the eye
a couple times
it’s just insecurities
[hook]:
insecurities
man i have them everyday
insecurities
man they are my best friend in a way
insecurities
they shouldn’t get in the way (but they do)
[verse ii]:
ever get that feeling that you just wanna run
get outta your sh*ll and just cuddle cause your not well
and just fall in a well cause then at least
you’ll get some wishes from people?
just me?
oh well, i feel that everyday till i beat the pain
inside of veins where i don’t feel it
like it’s cold and light as rain
i listen to nf just to get me through the day
to remind myself that if i hurt my brain
there will be more pain
not to my way but to my fam no wait
and that’s just insecurities coming in
cause i feel like no place welcomes me
not even church for all the sins that i have bend
i’m just so insecure of my lens
cause they are changed
color after color dense
hence why i say different things
but there all the same wings
just different branches
and that’s why i sing
to show the world how i’m vocal
but even then i feel like im loco
and i feel like i don’t belong here
not in rap career,not in the world either
cause i feel like my persona is sh*t
and my mind is split
even when i’m rich
i’ll still be working for cents
cause i don’t know if i’m it
if i can make sense to some kids
or just be a blowoff and get all the hate attention
i don’t know man
it’s me looking for sense
[hook]:
insecurities
man i have them everyday
insecurities
man they are my best friend in a way
insecurities
they shouldn’t get in the way (but they do)
x2
[outro]:
slump
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