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who's going to notice when it goes grey - dividestruck lyrics

[intro: dvmi, dividestruck, joker & gimisum family]
play that sh*t dvmi
dividestruck
for my whole life, i didn’t know if i really even existed
(bubble bath and get my .4*)
but i do, and i keep on starting to notice
(now, i’m finna go up on a f*ckin’ spree)

[bridge: gimisum family]
i took a bubble bath and gripped my .4*
now, i’m finna go up on a f*ckin’ spree
i took a bubble bath and gripped my .4*
now, i’m finna go up on a f*ckin’ spree

[hook: gimisum family]
i took a bubble bath and gripped my .44 up off the dresser
now, i’m finna go up on a f*ckin’ spree
i took a bubble bath and gripped my .44 up off the dresser
now, i’m finna go up on a f*ckin’ spree

[verse 1: dividestruck]
man i’m too sick of all this rap sh*t why can’t we just grow together
all them beefin’ over some lame sh*t and b*tches or whatever
who the f*ck’s really gon’ care when you been at your low forever
wake up taking all of these drugs hoping that they numb it better
i be walkin’ ’round with my gun so if they try me i compress ’em
but it ain’t really the point cause i’m just tryna send a message
forgive me for my sins i’m fighting demons in my mental
and it’s still a lot to talk about so i wrote you this letter
i’ve been holding for way too long i got to let it go
memories that’s in the past but all this pain still makes me choke
hyperventilating at night so i lose sleep and that’s my low
got me wondering if i’m even enough still anymo’
all the torture from my past still makes me overthink too much
i got backstabbed in my life a lot the blade was made of rust
made my life progressively worse than what it’s been when i’m on dust
i can’t trust a lot of these people they soak blood up like a sponge
i can’t think about this pain no more that sh*t just hurts my chest
makes me feel a lot of sh*t that i ain’t feel since i was 10
dad was abusive as f*ck he’d take controllers to my head
i took lots of drugs to make sure that my mom won’t find me dead
i’m still sorry to my mom i know it hurts what i just said
i feel like i could be better please don’t cry don’t be upset
it’s not your fault that i ended up this way please don’t be sad
there’s a lot that made me weak and there’s a lot that made me bend
[interlude: gimisum family & dividestruck]
bubble bath and get my .4*
now, i’m finna go up on a f*ckin’ spree
aye, aye
aye, b*tch

[verse 2: dividestruck]
i’m running through the mothaf*ckin’ 7th ain’t got woes for sh*t
buyin’ up expensive chains and totin’ guns we totin’ sticks
rap my life onto this mic the pain still hurts just like a b*tch
too ironic that i almost lost my life over a b*tch
taking drugs to help the pain but it’s a lot more than a break
fighting demons with myself and fighting hers just made it ache
waking up and thinking i don’t wanna deal with this today
it was hard enough that i had other problems on my plate
digging up my f*cking grave let’s just see what’s left to last
take a look right through the glass like f*ck i really hate my past
write it down with pen and paper and erase it with the brass
never thought that i’d be here to tell my story just don’t ask
heard that f*ckboy talkin’ sh*t i’ll blow his brains out through his ass
if that mothaf*cka’ wanna meet his grave i’ll make him pass
now his homeboy six feet under in a coffin under grass
let me slow it down and rewind let me get right back on track
no one understands how my depression k!lls
one minute i’m satisfied the next i f*cking popping pills
there’s a bunch of wounds that at this point will never f*ckin’ heal
maybe if i buy a car and chains and houses in the hills
maybe it’ll be enough i know i won’t feel as much
curtains hide my leaking blood open just to see me gush
pistol in my f*cking hand contemplating everything
if this doesn’t k!ll me then i won’t attempt this sh*t again
[outro: dividestruck & three 6 mafia]
*empty cl!ck noise*
phew
*inaudible chatter about an asian guy lol*

- dividestruck lyrics

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