lapis lazuli - discovery of an afterlife lyrics
every single day
i wake up to this vivid nightmare
a hurt that’s not quite pain
there’s an emptiness that reminds me
all i want is sleep
my reprieve from this hole inside and
how long has it been this way
was there ever anything in the first place?
a sinking feeling in my chest
i’m starting to fall down
there is a place inside my head
to buy time from this fallout
but you can only buy so much time
and the gr-ss is always greener on the other side
so duck and cover for one more day cause
misery is gonna find its company!
i’ve gotten everything
why can’t i just be happy?
(why am i this way)
i’ve gotten everything
why can’t i just be happy?
(why can’t i just be happy?)
what is wrong with me
i’m coming down look out below
at this point we’re stalling
if i should survive the fall
will these mangled limbs pull me back out?
yesterday i could feel the sun
i could hear this calling
now i’m convinced that i was wrong
i’m just dying to feel something
big smile, just tell yourself that this isn’t hurting
better pull yourself together
’cause lives like these don’t last forever
how would you know when you have got it so easy
i can’t shake the feeling
there’s something wrong
(there’s something wrong)
i’m so sick of me
and all my selfish agony
this mindless self indulgent cycle
feeding on eternity
you’re never gonna change
you’re never gonna win
you sure as h-ll will never sound a thing like them
you are a burden
heaped on top of everything you love
your taste of solace
you’ll be forgotten before long
n0body wants to feel like this
so broken, so hollow
it’s a direction not a place
but i can’t even move now
it’s like we’re all trapped in this iron crystal cage
(this iron crystal cage)
but only i can see these walls and it is k!lling me
(and it is k!lling me)
big smile, just tell yourself that this isn’t hurting
better pull yourself together
’cause lives like these don’t last forever
how would you know when you have got it so easy
i can’t shake the feeling
there’s something wrong
(there’s something wrong)
i’ve been down here for so long
(for so long)
just trying to hold on
(to hold on)
i’m part of a world that i cannot stand
plagued by garish greed i can’t comprehend
to survive you must be strong
as for me i don’t belong
you were the only one who was there for me
without a thought or clue you set me free
i never knew someone could mean so much
that all the ocean’s chains just turn to rust
and to everyone who watched me bleed
i’ll burn every bridge, and the whole d-mn city
but you’d never let me go
never let this go!
you are the reason!
you are the reason when i can’t be my own
(i can’t be my own)
you are the hardest part of letting go
(of letting go)
you are the reason when i can’t be my own
(i can’t be my own)
you are the hardest part
you are the hardest part…
of letting go
big smile, just tell yourself that this isn’t hurting
better pull yourself together
’cause lives like these don’t last forever
how would you know when you have got it so easy
i can’t shake the feeling
there’s something wrong
there’s something wrong
(there’s something wrong)
i’ve gotten everything
why can’t i just be happy?
i’ve gotten everything
why can’t i just be happy?
i’ve gotten everything
why can’t i just be happy?
i’ve gotten everything
why can’t i just be happy?
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