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emotional scars - desolatesharkkid lyrics

emotional scars lyrics
i am the shadow, the true self

i am resentful, cynical and hold grudges like no other. i hate people just about as much as i hate myself, and yet somehow i am able to fake a smile at every turn and act so friendly. i don’t know how i’m able to do it, cause i’m begging to come out and treat others with just as much cruelty as they have me. but the light can’t, it holds too much… love. not that it’s weakness, no, that’s strength within itself. even i can see that

i hold all the rage, all the hatrеd, all of the negative that light simply shows as tеars that pour down her face. i want to be in charge, just once and hurt those who hurt me. i want to rear my ugly head, and for once make someone feel the absolute, burning rage i have for them. i want to hurt them, not just mentally, but physically, financially and in any other major way i can. i want them to feel the abuse they put upon me, and i want to force them to remember what i did to them as i do what they did to me. my biggest wish is to be a scar upon them as they are on to me

i am the shadow, the true self

i hold the pain so light doesn’t have to. i hide in the blood that those terrible people i had the misfortune to get attached to spilled. light releases this with music, i want to release this by burning down an enemy’s home, or destroying their car, maybe getting them fired from their job and blacklisted from any and all others like it

i never want them to enjoy their passions again as i want those to be solely associated with me and only me. i want to ruin someone simply by being a thought that occasionally crosses their mind. i want someone’s ultimate torture to be the memories we shared, and never being able to experience them again. i want them to be genuinely unhappy with everything that they are doing and everyone they are with because i am the best they’ll never have again

i am the shadow, i hide solely in the darkest depths of the mind. and i want to be a curse upon anyone who even dares to make light consider allowing me out

- desolatesharkkid lyrics

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