conversations - delon ellis lyrics
sometimes i feel i’m at a dead end
trynna guess where my life is heading
too focused on the past should be living up in the present
too hopeless looking back, i should steer in a new direction
life feel like a fist fight but he swinging on me with weapons
i’m staring at my reflection on trial the way i question
the man in the mirror, exploring my inner tension
the light be getting dimmer, like life been a deception
watch it fl!cker getting late i be fading with my attention
i’m dreaming of doing better, make them star struck
i’m fiending up on the method, i keep my guard up
iv been through pain, been through pleasure
seen some rain, faced the terror
went against the grain trying to maintain that effort
d*mn, how many lessons left that gotta be teached
i feel the pressure like a diamond in heat
i’m feeling tested finding hope inner peace
i’m just reflecting trynna focus on me (trynna focus on me)
d*mn, these are my inner conscience conversations
been questioning everything like i’m miseducated
yeah, pick at my inner thoughts like an invasion
tell myself i’m gonna make it all i need is patience
too many late nights for me to cave at hesitation
and too many days iv given just to start to head a stray
i lay em brick by brick that’s my rhymes and my path i make
i hear it tick tock tick that’s the time of my hand grenade
voices in my head do the opposite of a pep talk
tearing me down instead, cue the thoughts of me getting slept on
all the work i put in just to progress wrong
always stay a step ahead, i be thinking i’m doing chess wrong
ain’t trying to look the part i’d rather draw the way
ain’t moving out from the door when i got more to say
work from dusk till dawn, yeah i got the morning grace
i be turning up all alone whenever i record the tape
i write my life out with this pen, there my pride it go again
i open up on this mic like it’s a 90 with a shrink
but still the doubt it starts to creep that be all insecurities
when i should keep my mind at ease and focus more on self belief
ain’t get no rest yeah i been lacking in sleep
ain’t let no rappers try to catch up to me
d*mn, i drop a single then i’m back in a week
i’m mixing liquor just to mask how i feel
d*mn, these are my inner conscience conversations
been questioning everything like i’m miseducated
yeah, pick at my inner thoughts like an invasion
tell myself i’m gonna make it all i need is patience
too many late nights for me to cave at hesitation
and too many days iv given just to start to head a stray
i lay em brick by brick that’s my rhymes and my path i made
i hear it tick tock tick that’s the time and my hand grenade
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