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hold your breath - defcult lyrics

god complex –

swimming in the depths
as im coming up for breath
theres a flooding in my chest
must confess deaths been messing with my head
was it something that i said
my best guess is
you better guess again
more than you can comprehend
mixing vodka with cement man im swallowing regret
now i’m sinking

thoughts go deep to my very core
24 years underneath of a heavy storm
let me pour bleach in my ears try cleanse these thoughts
bleeding out love as i’m breathing in these chemicals
the happy thought cannibal
f-ck a bullet to the head man im swallowing a cannonball
paddle in a acid pool of valium and tramadol
pop em back like its racket ball

f-ck up the track like it’s casual

now im headed in a downward spiral
surfing a wave of pain and its tidal
might kurt cobain my brain with a rifle
caught in this cycle
i thought i was taught life was more than survival
more than false idols, i’m burning the bible
so f-ck the disciples
they’re stuck in denial
just getting lied to
i’m not living right or my life how id like to

that’s another thing that i never said
another thought i cut short and i got mislead
my right brain on the wrong side of the bed
with the bloodstain from when i lost my head
i get so frustrated
i can’t explain it
i take to skating
self medicating
straight meditating
intoxicated
my minds a maze
and i can’t escape it

trip sixxx:

drugs are distorting contorting my brain
i feel as useless as a paper plane caught in the rain
watch the razor blade glide across my veins
snowb-lls turn to avalanches as i go insane
anxiety hits me in these tidal waves
and i’ve been swimming against this tsunami for days
starting to get tired as i fade away
how can i paint my perfect picture with a palette of grey?

codeine dreams turn into sleep paralysis
as i become a self inflicted m-s-ch-st
using my distraught thoughts as my catalyst
broken sword drawn as i try to battle sh-t
biting on the lip of medusa’s kiss
cos i dunno how the f-ck ill break through from this
when i’m holding my breathe in a pool of regret
and i get dragged deeper into fathomless depths

don’t have to drive to vegas to feel the fear and loathing
its right here in my head as the bats tear at my clothing
moons die shattered skies sunsets eroding
playing russian roulette
trigger finger reloading
can’t fix me i’m broken
peices of me sinking even deeper to the bottom of the ocean
id either hang from my neck or take a step
because the only way is up when you feel like there’s nothing left

didn’t wanna live the rest of this life on my knees
wasn’t gonna let this sh-t get the better of me
so i focused on being the best i can be
this sh-t goes out to my depression yo
rest in peace

- defcult lyrics

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