focus - deadfish (pol) lyrics
you said i was something
when i think i’m nothing
always smiling at me
when i say something stupid
always tryna call me
but my phone switched on focus
always writing songs
and you know that it’s exhausting
never think that anything
i write will ever make it
always say i’m fine
guess i’ll fake it til i’ll make it
always regret anything i say
i can’t help it
staring at the ceiling like
it’s gonna help me
i feel undone
it’s been a long run
block out the sun
try to have fun
don’t look at me
i’ve changed in 3 weeks
stuck under debris
used to be so carefree
i stg someday you’ll try to call me
but it’ll always go to the voice mail
lazy fat f*ck, never achieved anything
i call me that, my self*esteem has always been
this low, can’t switch my life around
on god, that’s why i can’t stick around
prefer staying in my room and hate my life
when everybody around just feeds my lies
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