eviction notice - dead silent lyrics
{verse 1]
tell me what it’s like, i cannot picture myself
feeling this guilty over something small for somebody else
you say it k!lls you inside, but take a look at the facts
you think you’re trying so hard to piece together the past
but i can tell you now that i’ve considered my options
and every word you spit pounds a nail in my coffin
i never give my heart and soul to someone this often
so i’ll just take a minute of my life to be completely honest
you twist my nerves and say you do it for me
you say it’s out of love, so you pretend you’re down on your knees
you try to catch me when i’m feeling weak
cause you know that my guilt is like a puppet you can pull on a string
you always play these games with my thoughts to hold them hostage
i thought i was safe with my mind until i lost it
i used to think that home was where you were, but the door’s locked
and i feel like i’ve been reaching for the key, but it’s lost
[chorus]
how long will it take, baby admit that you lost me
how long will it take baby, cause this is exhausting
you love me or hate me? tell me while i’m here
cause you’re the only one that never disappears
you say you know me best, so you know that i’m stressed
but you’re stuck in my head and on my chest, my pillow case is a mess
i pray to god and thank him for all that i have, i am blessed
but i’ve been walking with the devil, slowly growing possessed
[verse 2]
you were my world, i can’t deny what is true
you and me were tighter than our money for tattoos
it started out as me being the one in a bad mood
and i’m probably the one that started out with the accusations
and losing all my patience
you and i know we were never like this during summer vacation
october hit, we fell like autumn leaves and changed
there’s so much i had bottled up, i felt the need to say
i wasn’t the person that i wanted to be
around that time, i reflected what you wanted in me
and when you moved, it was easier to become myself
but what i never knew was that was just a beacon for help
but you failed to see this wasn’t only me
i could forgive you to a certain degree
i know you wouldn’t agree
you’re only envious of what you -ssume
and now the only one you’re pushing me away from is you
[chorus]
how long will it take, baby admit that you lost me
how long will it take baby, cause this is exhausting
you love me or hate me? tell me while i’m here
cause you’re the only one that never disappears
you say you know me best, so you know that i’m stressed
but you’re stuck in my head and on my chest, my pillow case is a mess
i pray to god and thank him for all that i have, i am blessed
but i’ve been walking with the devil, slowly growing possessed
[verse 3]
you guilt me with the memories, writing letters to me
you try to make me jealous every chance that you get
the late drives at night, staring into your eyes
no those aren’t the memories i want to forget
and now the sentiment, it keeps me off of my feet
the scent of cigarettes soaking into my car seat
your last pack, i cleaned it out of here last week
i hate that i can smell it when i picture my back seat
but you will never see, that we will never be again
and you’re the reason why i take this medicine
i cannot blame this on the reason that my doc says
underlying causes, you’re the one that’s making me nauseous
maybe one day our paths will interconnect
but i refuse to be the pencil stuck rewinding c-ssettes
i must admit to myself that all our fun’s in the past
that the girl i love is never gonna be coming back
[chorus]
how long will it take, baby admit that you lost me
how long will it take, baby cause this is exhausting
you love me or hate me? tell me while i’m here
cause you’re the only one that never disappears
you say it’s for the best, so you can be my guest
you said you never left but i can feel it in my head and my chest
i prayed to god to take you out of my life
and all i got was what i wanted, but it doesn’t feel right
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