zombie - dead end dessie lyrics
[sample from k!ll jarrad]
another flow in my beat
another foe to defeat
i think i might just
(k!ll jarrad)
another gun on my waist
i put the gun to my face
i let it run and erase
i think i might just
(k!ll jarrad)
nearly was a pill addict
people always thinkin’ that they know me
but my image is distorted
every image i’ve aborted
cos’ i’m thinkin’ i am more than all the things that
i was taught that were my limitations
and i’m pacing back and forth in this room
mad for all to -ssume
i am sad but i knew
every thought that has bloomed inside of my mind
is like a beast that’s grinnin’
and he’s beginning to be unleashed
and he’s a minute away from coming out of mind
i’m so out of my mind again…
[verse 1]
hallowed out but safe within
my sacred skin is paper thin
my vacant heart just breaks apart
stuff making “art” i’m making limbs
all my life i’m misanthropic
(shoulder blades they hold some weight)
poltergeists just sit upon them
(lone today but all okay)
laugh in sight of death cos’ it’s only showing me how
(bible’s) back beside my bed but i won’t go show it around
(people) say that i’m the best but i’ve only broken my crown
(i am) trapped inside my head and i don’t know how to get out
every day i wake up and i’m wrapping my
bandanna round my head again to go and be a misanthrope
sitting sipping liquor
3am that is the ‘witching hour’
and i sit and read edgar allan poe
sick of washing dishes for a boss that b-tches
i’m conflicted
life i’m living
lord please tell me now
why am i different?
[sample from k!ll jarrad]
…all of my life for than was right
adoring his sight and was ignoring the rhymes
but now i’m back and i’m k!lling him
slaughtering mics every morning and night
villianous
i am a nightmare
limitless
i swear there’s times where i might stare all night way up
to skies clear and lay there for what feels for lightyears
and i say and i pray
“god narrow my focus…
[verse 2]
god is this the onset of autolysis?
honest it’s so ominous
feel bottomless and somnolent
my conscience is so lost in it
bugs crawl in my orifices
i confess since 12 everything i’ve done’s
been completely posthumous
my skin’s black
my cadaver’s dried
i have no eyes
maggots and flies drink from all my vomitus
i push up oxalises
raised by wolves like romulus
was my death a consequence
for my past ways and confidence?
my past days i doc-ment
i’m just a sick hominid
disease is prominent
is life and death a h-m-nym?
i fight for breath but i’m bottled in
my limbs fall and my skin crawls
i’m autonomous
but jarrad and the words ‘mental health’ are synonymous
life repeats like consonance
life’s a beach like continents
that i impeach cos’ i suggest
it’s more a hallow grave
i couldn’t save myself i lacked in watchfulness
now people watching me at work
looking like a zombie
it’s obvious that
[sample from k!ll jarrad]
jarrad is dead in the body bag
jarrad is dead in the body bag
k!ll jarrad
jarrad is dead in the body
the old me i just brought him back
and my mission’s to…
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