lost - david gift lyrics
had a bipolar break at the age of 25
thank god i survived
i think somebody laced my weed when i was high
i was seeing shadows, hearin’ voices
makin’ all the wrong choices
broke down on the side of the road
felt like my mind would explode
next mornin’ came the hero truck
but they don’t carry oil
i was outta luck
from there i’m twirlin’ my terrible towel
it was 09′ and my steelers shut it down
but little did i know i would fall behind
i’m in a store dancin’ to the music wit’ a helmet on
i was gone. then cops came. asked my name
next, i felt the pain of the handcuffs
got to jail then to the hospital i’m rushed
paranoia at an all time high
i’m like god why? is the t.v. talkin’ to me
i needed help desperately
and i got it at grady. 13th floor psych ward
i’m diagnosed with bipolar 1 disorder
i’m like what that mean? it’s not in my genes
the doctor say just take your meds every day
and you’ll be ok
i’m like whaaaat!
blowed me right there
i’m like for the rest of my life?
she said i’m afraid so
i’m like is there a cure?
she says no. then i froze
right then my whole life changed
i would never be the same
they had me on risperdal and benadryl
clarity i started to feel
best part was atlanta’s skyline
in a couple days i felt fine
the other patients had their own issues
but be a zombie i refuse
their was a lady who kept saying this verse: thou i speak with the tongues of men and of angels and have not love, i am become as sounding br-ss, or a tinkling cymbal
she said it’s from the love chapter in the word
at that time i was like “word”
but the lord would make sure that he was heard
gotta visit from my girlfriend at the time and my sista
i still love y’all for that cause i missed ya
after a week stay they say i’m ready for discharge
upon exit i’m met wit the fire chief and a police
they say they got questions for me
what could it be?
now what?
man alive!
what have i done?
my mind was spun
they said where were you at the time of the fire?
somethin’ told me don’t say nothin’
i plead the 5th. whole body stiff
after they said arson 14 counts
i’m still like what y’all talkin’ bout?
turns out, a fire started in my apartment
looked like i was fleeing the scene
why would i blaze my own? that was home!
still don’t make sense
but what followed was so intense. dot dot dot
at that time i was lost in the sauce
throwed in the system
screamin’ to the world hopin’ somebody listen
the lord heard all my cries
how i know? cause i survived
only by the grace of god. only by the grace of god. only by the grace of god
yea
thank you lord
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