"happiest" season - darinsamx lyrics
[intro]
the christmas lights are twinkling again
the trees are glimmering in colors
it’s the most wonderful time of the year
or at least that’s what they say…
[verse 1]
let’s go gift shopping, they say as i’m hiding in my room
let’s have a good time, well, it’s not, for me
like no one has noticed the downhill that my life’s become
like i gotta forget all the sh*t on my mind
allons*y!
[chorus 1]
santa, santa, please, make me disappear
put me in a deep sleep until the season’s over
ooh, ooh
‘cause all this holiday cheer
is too much for me, so leave me to myself
[verse 2]
the world is a mess, and so is my head
anxiety hasn’t left my veins since january
shopping is a dread now with the songs that are aching my ears
so i’ll put my headphones on and forget i exist
the christmas lights are f*cking my eyes up
can’t escape the trees wherever i go
i’m not strong enough to fake joy when i don’t have any
i can’t wait till it’s over
allons*y!
[chorus 2]
santa, santa, please, make me disappear
put me in a deep sleep until the season’s over
ooh, ooh
‘cause all this holiday cheer
is too much for me, so leave me to myself
i don’t wanna hear michael, mariah, or george
just give me blink, and more blink, and more blink
‘cause all this holiday cheer
is too much for me, so leave me to myself
[bridge]
i’ve had one h*ll of a year and i’ve had enough
i just want a break from people expecting something from me
wanna take a breath, but my phone’s blowing up
but the only present i want is a f*cking rest
i’m struggling to find a way to get through the season
or to explain why i feel the way i do
and it feels like no one will understand
so i wrote this song, maybe you’ll listen to my heart
[chorus 3]
santa, santa, please, make me disappear
put me in a deep sleep until the season’s over
ooh, ooh
‘cause all this holiday cheer
is too much for me, so leave me to myself
i don’t wanna hear michael, mariah, or george
just give me blink, and more blink, and more blink
‘cause all this holiday cheer
is too much for me, so leave me to myself
[outro]
i don’t want you to think that i distance myself
or to think that this is about you
(let’s have a good time, well, it’s not, for me)
it’s about the season that makes me feel down
(like i gotta forget all the sh*t on my mind)
this is too much for me, so leave me to myself
i don’t expect you to understand me
(i don’t wanna hear michael, mariah, or george)
and hope you’ll never feel the way i do
(i’m struggling to find a way to get through the season)
but this season is too much to me
so do me a favor and leave me to myself
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