walking on eggshells - daniac lyrics
i got nothing but evil to offer to these people
i’m hoping my presence is the sharpest of 3 needles
not a k!ller but i kinda’ wish i could give it a try
be getting thoughts of homicide but still i can’t defy
who i really am inside strategize a plan to hide
give me rules to follow promise you i can’t abide
i’m not a criminal, really just a wannabe
too much value put on honesty there is no spot for me
inside of a crew i’m a lone wolf but really brave
since i crave a lot i get hurt it be lesser if i lay
and drop my ambitions and then commit to living different ways
it’s my game i go for high reward with risk and pain
if i didn’t find a girl who was on board with this
i’m sure i’d live in misery forever and the torment would
just drive me to my death a suicide at 33
wouldn’t do it in my home i’d be preferring me
to end in the forest my hate is so enormous
i’d rather have a painful death my pride i show the purest
man it’s all about the message that i’m sending with my death
that i needed to be away from my society for my last breath
that i’m an animal i’m radical and had to pull
everybody on board down we are not compatible
i really don’t relate at all to my fam and it’s sad
faking that we’re making conversation it’s had me so mad
with emotional quotient they are deficient
and they let you down you’re hoping you’re hoping it will be different
but it just never is so you’re better if
you stay out of their life and then reap all the benefits
and then they see you as a disappointment no employment
so they judge you based on what they see but what they are avoiding
is the worth that i have in my girl’s life a lifesaver
i’ve talked her down from suicide before i fight braver
then all of you put together you don’t know the war i’m in
my heart is big i give it all to her i’m born again
but she’s borderline i’m walking on eggsh*lls
my head dwells with nowhere to release i can’t even exhale
i struggle writing it down and venting my pain
she’s my number 1 fan i feel she’ll be afraid
but she always encourages me and now i think we’re ready for it
we can’t ignore it every song i touch is getting morbid
i wish i could only paint you as an angel
nothing painful cause i’m grateful i’ve raised you and i’m forever faithful
love to be your superhero wanna save you
and i’m able even though i’m unstable there’s no betrayal
borderline but beautiful and don’t you die the funeral
would have to be me as well cause living without you is h*ll
your abusers they both gotta pay
a victim in childhood that doesn’t go away
the damage that they did it broke apart your identity
and you cannot reach serenity with all these extremities
man an enemy is anyone who goes against my girl
and that could be the whole world don’t mind having a quarrel
with humanity as a whole society they’re dull
was bullied as a kid because i’m smarter than you all
and i’m an odd ball was thinking that god called
at eighteen but it was psychosis now i’m hostile
by the time my life is done i’m gonna damage religion
it’s naïve and it’s evil it should be banned from existing
there’s not a god or an afterlife but i believe in the spirit
just because i’m an atheist doesn’t mean that i don’t feel it
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