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ocean of insecurity - d hawk lyrics

(intro)
i often refer to my mind as the ocean of insecurity
and in the ocean
there is a lake of peace
but sometimes i can’t find my way to the lake
and i’m doomed to float in the ocean
surrounded by the crashing waves

(verse 1)
surrounded by the ocean
yeah i’m drowning in the ocean
gasping for air
striding for the lake
but i got lost along the way
i’m swimming in circles in this place
i raise my alarm
and stare at the marks on my arm
and see the reflection of self harm
and my wounds reopened
as the water turns red
resparking recharging me wishing i was dead
another wave crashes as i think of release
and i reach for the magic leaves
or at least i’d like to but i put that stuff down
in anger i try and scream but water rushes in my mouth
i pierce the surface and i drown
conscious slipping away
so in my head i pray
but on a beat and in my head i say

(break)
“father i just want to let you know that i hear you
even though i pretend not to i do
and i constantly and consciously
ignore you repeatedly
then get mad at all the things i’ve asked for
that you haven’t given me
i have a dual mindim lukewarm
i asked for the remedy
you said it all begin with me
i ask that you deliver me “

(verse 2)
i ask that you deliver me
then i’m refilled with energy
instantly i feel repositioning
i’m back in the lake coasting
holding
on to that peaceful mindset
a taste of freedom i’m excited
been free i realize that
seeing with my real eyes is frightening
and these scars from the past are blinding
i’m in the lake i can fight it
dhawk flying swooping
and scooping
negativity and using it to gain energy
this process i’m enjoying
i took my many poisons and diluted them
these beats are my tools i’m using them
see this music began as a pool to swim
but this place called the lake had expanded
it’s sp-ce to lengths that are great
and i’d like to stay here in the lake floating
but instead i’m here coasting. i remain in motion
because the music is still going
and i am growing closer to the end
as the beat is ending
i noticed a wave and
i’m back in the ocean
and i hate it
patiently i’m awaiting the beat’s replacement
so i can take depression and restate it
relate it to those looking for peace so they can be free
with the beats
like me and finally find peace

- d hawk lyrics

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