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a story about self hate - cxrpse lyrics

[intro]
skotskr

[part i]
to have the last laugh the first person’s gotta be a d*ckhead
a hot headed n*gga barely care about what his b*tch said
so much radiation in his brain he feels conflicted
he grew up f*cked up and both his parents got evicted
who’s to blame it’s a shame
there ain’t sh*t to gain but more pain
more liquor just to drain into his f*cking brain
and he know everything ain’t gonna be the same
he just wanna change
it’s getting harder to escape the rain
more pressure to be the best
so used to being depressed
like a noose is around his neck
and yes he understands that its this or nothing else
and if he don’t succeed at this then he gon’ f*cking hate himself
he might f*cking take his self
he struggles with self love
only sixteen at school when i sell buds
call from his family that he cut himself off
his alcoholic uncle finally cut himself off

[part ii]
[intro]
skotskr
yuh, uh, uh
yuh, yuh, uh
yuh, yuh
[verse 2]
i hate myself i really wish that people understood me
i tried to k!ll myself but then i thought ’bout what i could be
saw my mother do unthinkable things like how could she
and a n*gga wanna talk sh*t on me f*ck it you p*ssy
life is a beautiful gift but god i hate that sh*t
opps turning into food yeah i ate that sh*t
if a n*gga pulled up on you would you take that brick
you don’t know sh*t about the sh*t i been through take my d*ck
i stay selling it makes up for the lack of my direction
cxrpse with another f*cking song about depression
n0body gives a f*ck and its easier to accept it
its infectious i already feel tired before breakfast
i can’t eat
i can’t even think
vomit coming out my throat spit blood in the sink
the only thought i’m having now is a bottle to drink
i don’t even want myself don’t f*cking send me yo link
at the end of the day
i do it all for the love
because i lost all my trust
and i don’t feel any buzz
i just can’t give a f*ck
i just can’t give a f*ck

- cxrpse lyrics

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